Saturday, September 5, 2009

Vampires - My Real Life Story

I have been searching websites recently to do with this particular topic, then I found you and I feel compelled to tell you my story. I have heard many stories and read many stories such as Dracula and the twilight series which I found highly entertaining. I am well aware of the many in the population who deny vampires still exist, well in answer I say I exist and to me I am very real.

Let me explain, I was changed by another of my kind. Unbelievable? I understand that completely. The truth is I do not remember my transformation. I have lost a week or so worth of memory. I came home late in the morning (according to my mother soon after). I was almost crazed, I lost my food appetite, I became sensitive to light ( so much that I cannot stand it).

I have moved from my old home and I live in the deserted areas of Scotland, UK. I spend all day under the ground or  deep in caves. The only reason I write this is in a library. People give me strange looks and I can hardly blame them, I understand. I am highly pale, I have good looks, and a vice like grip. I feed once a year and this is usually on any blood available.

I was distressed to learn that many of you crave this life. You do not, you do not know what it is to be me.

I found Dracula amusing and a good read. Twilight, slightly ridiculous, highly exaggerated.

I am alone, I am cut from old friends and family, I am a loner. And I believe I always will be. I am only known to the world at night, I cannot come out on cloudy days and I certainly cannot continue to college etc. I am not normal, I am like a higher race, more aware of everything and I could not hold human company.

Laugh if you will, I see your point but, unfortunately I cannot laugh this off. I wish. I am a menace and truly dangerous. Good luck, I hope you are never subjected to my existence.

Feel free to comment my friends, I am open minded, I will not be offended.

Sent in by William, Copyright 2009

312 comments:

  1. I have an article about people who claim to be vampires right here.

    http://www.vampiretruthormyth.com/to-people-claiming-to-be-vampires/

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  2. I can understand how you may think solitude would be hard for some. Being pushed away from the life you knew, being forced to be someone you can not understand, even though you live day to day being that someone. Some people do not think of that when they say things like, "Hey, I want to be a vampire."
    They don't think of the aftermath. Just of how pretty they will be. Or of how easy love would be. Somehow, love and vampires always go together, I have noticed.
    But others understand that completely. They know all of this. They embrace the solitude. They embrace the taking of a life for their own existance. And they want it. They want to be someone they aren't because such things match who they truly are, inside. They would be able to start over and have a new life, be themselves, even if no one could see. They could be themselves perhaps, because nobody can see.
    There are people who would be ready for such a transfermation. People like me.
    Then, there are those who would only wish to destroy such a thing. Wanting to put it out of its misery, when in reality, they may be killing something that is happy. Or perhaps, doing a vampire a favor.

    I have long believed in vampires. I have known they are real. In my heart, I have known they are. Call me naive. A child, if you will. But I believe in just about everything. How could it not exist if so many know of it, so many races with so many different stories that none knew of as they were being written?
    Say I am unintelligent. But I know I am right. I just believe more than others. I have an open mind, and it is rare that I cast out a thought, an idea or theory.

    Sorry for the long response. Just needed to say this.

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  3. Ur a real vampire ???? How cool!!! kinda hard to believe ... i gotta stick up $ twilight thought !!! its awsome ..... good story /life experience...

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  4. I'm sorry but I do not believe you are a vampire, you just have a strange medical condition you need to see a doctor seriously. I have read about and seen people with medical conditions so strange you would think they were fake but they are not (check out youtube.com and look up strange people and you will see.)

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  5. My friend, you need not worry, there are others, as I am sure you know, and it is not rare to lose memory after a transformation. I envy you though, I could never go back to my family after I was transformed, I pronounced dead after they found me... I was not really dead of course, but oh well...

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  6. this is one overwhelming story! i can't even imagine what you're going through...being a new specie, losing your memory, bereaved from loved ones and confined to mask yourself forever because you're not 'normal'! and yet, you do not blame others for their quaint behavior and are still open to scrutiny!! i'm so sure you're not human.i happen to agree with Jessica Cooper over the belief in the existance of vampires, though most people would dismiss it as a mere puerile tendency. i donot wish to state reasons for that, though,i believe there's no need for justifying whether vampires exist, since i harbor no intention of changing other people's viewpoint. what compelled me to comment was William's struggle for dwelling, in a world that claims to provide for peaceful co existance of varied species, and tolerance for others. it is hypocratic that the contemporary scenario finds itself incapable of accomodating vampires into mainstream society, and they get laughed at when they unveil their true being. i admire William's spirit, for accepting his flaws and willing to survive in a hostile environment, something i sincerely wish us humans could adopt, so no one is alienated for who they are. wish you a great luck William, and hope to meet more people like you, Jessica.
    peace.

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  7. Who turned you? I would love to here about your transformation, mine was very painful.

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  8. well i know i know becase im one my real names alixandra i am a blood clan member its hard i have no friends and family that are human i go to a school called vjhs i only go bye night to all who think were fake WOTCH OUT WE COULD BE EANY ONE NEAR U U NEVER KNOW

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  9. vampires are known to hide to hide their true identity. why are you revealing yourself here?
    and if you're so intent in making people aware that vampires do exist, then why not go to tv station? because they sure as hell will run some tests to figure out what you really are. and if you really are a vampire, youre face will be in all of the tv screens on earth. it's just so pathethic.

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  10. WOW, someone has been reading too much Twilight (which is actually a pretty bad book I must say)

    You know how I know you and others aren't "real vampires"? Because your stories are based on what you've read in modern day literature, such as Anne Rice, Bram Stroker, and dare I even mention, Stephanie Meyer.

    If you look into the occult truth, true vampires are NOTHING like this. They are not attractive. They don't have a sense of mortality and they are more akin to zombies. They do not have any interest in "turning" individuals nor do they have much of a mind to make such decisions LOL.....its laughable really. But go ahead and live your fantasy....

    Sorry folks, I know its a nice fantasy, but vampires as you know them in movies, television, books and comics DO NOT EXIST.

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  11. William,

    Is it like the movies where you must be bitten by one to become one, or is there another form of transformation? There are so many people claiming to be Vampires especially since the "Twilight" novels came out that I am not sure what to believe anymore.

    Thank you for sharing your story.

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  12. Hey guys and girls

    I would just like to find out where can i get hold of a vampire to transform me i so really want to be one of them and have the feeling and life they do but then again is it all glamour on the other side or is it hell? please let me know

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  13. If you can make it to the USA you will never have to be alone again, thats all I can say at the moment

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  14. Believe me, I am not a sceptic of anything that is not what other's call "normal" but honestly, a vampire, is this real? I have read the fantasy vampire books, etc. and believe that good looking vampires only excist in them. I read the vampire section on this site, and it doesn't say anything about hiding, burning in the sunlight, or not being able to come out of the daytime. And it didn't say anything about good looks. I will have to agree with Desirae on this. Is he really real?

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  15. You can't stand daylight. You can't even go out on cloudy days, yet there you are sat in the library in front of a brightly lit computer screen. Hmm......
    Agree with voodoo child and the article in the link from bracket.

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  16. I think that if u a are really a vampire or u think uare write a book or stories I think your story can be much better than twilight do it maybe u'll be famous Im researching stories and getting ideas to write a book of short stories about vampires so this story is going to help me a lot thanks and good luck

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  17. SO IF YOU ARE A VAMPIRE YOU SHOULD BE FAMOUS OR WHAT HEY GUYS WHATS YOUR NAME AND SURNAME AND YOUR AGE AND I WILL GOOGLE YOU AND SEE IF YOU ARE FOR REAL OR FAKE OR IS THAT WRONG GUYS?

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  18. i know what you are going th ourgh i am a witch and it is hard to people who get my temper up die our get hurt my friends have abondun me and my mom is gone i live with my grandma who teaches me to heal but i know how you feel i wont go outside only at night and when i do i spend most of my time at the graveyard planting flowers for my mom im unusall but i am human and a witch

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  19. Xavier,
    I have a question. Please don't take offense, seems a lot of people do when you make a observation or comment, but on your story blog you said that when you were turned your family thought you were kidnapped and presumed dead, and on this blog you said when they found you, you were presumed dead. I'm a bit confused.

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  20. i believe you.
    not everything is as straight forward and SCIENTIFIC as everyone makes it seem.

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  21. They are real and there is more that one type of them and there are people whp are tsaked with "watching and protecting those who use or are of magick"

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  22. hay is it true that you like have fangs and cant go into sunlight??

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  23. I would like to know more about you...

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  24. i am sorry that your turning was painful. i had some"friends" that were vampires but they had dissapper when i was a child. I hope that your life ill ot be harsh at least you are a vampire and not a castout immortal with dark powers. i hope to the ancient gods that you have at least a happy ife and that you will be safe.

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  25. hey william we need to talk! thats really interesting. i would like to have a conversation with you to answer my many questions...if you could get back to me thatd be awesome. i hope that you will look at it as a good thing and a blessing to be wat you are. i wish i was thats for sure.

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  26. if its true i dont envy you and that sucks. A time old lesson immortality on this earth is not a gift its a curse.Like in the book/movie "the green mile" by stephen king to have to g on liveing and see all that you love die around you and your stuck here.so for all you people out there wishing you could be a vampire be careful for what you wish for.

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  27. that is true Jennieboo. I agreee with but there are going to be people who long for immortality simply because you get the chance to live forever.

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  28. Jennieboo,
    Wow! you hit the nail right on the head - you and Stephen King that is. LOL That is just so true. Why would someone want to live forever? It would be such a sad, lonely life.

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  29. You kids are sad. Go get a real hobby, like ping-pong or bird watching. Stop role-playing.

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  30. Hey, am sorry about what your going through, i do believe you so dont think your crazy,i believe vampires exist that is why the movies are made(they surely have a base). You will adjust with time, just tak it one step at a time, i believe you coz here in Africa, our great grands tell stories of blood sucking gods!! Good luck.

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  31. im sorry i do not think this story is real.

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  32. Twilight sucks!!! sorry had to say it, i am sick of it. It's actually not the best writing. This is kind of what i have said all along, if someoen was a vampire it would suck.

    By the way, How come everyone forgot about anne rice? Is anyone older than 30 anymore? When I was young we had to learn about the previous hits. whether it was audrey hepburn, marylin monroe, simon and garfunkle (i am actually not that old). It amazes me how in this time of instant knowledge via the web so many youngins have no idea of what happened 15 years ago.

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  33. bull..this is fake I belive in them yes but more or less in a way whereus.Not where your going on some randum internet site to say they hide among your reall then theres how many other people saying im a vampire to..IF YOU ARE GO AND GET YOURSELF ON TV I DARE YOU!! not where we cant see you or even talk to you I don't belive this for a second and im inlove with the twilight books/movies but sorry i juss don't like people making up lies..if your so lonly find a frend change somone if your real and in your story you messed up making it make no snse in like 4 areas your dumb and i can't belive that all these people belive you or so what think they are one..No one was saying they where vampires till the twilight books now everyone is?? WTF if so prov to us you are i really want to no the truth.. If there are so maney around why don't we have proff if theres..like how many people saying i am on this site wheres the proff not one person in history reallly has proff so show us and prov to us your reall..!!!!

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  34. Jonathan I so agree twilight does suck and I actualy have all of the Vampire chronicles by Anne Rice actualy interview with a vampire was the first vampire movie I saw then I got all the books.

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  35. meagan
    You do bring up a lot of good points but do you really believe that no one was claiming to be a vampire until the twilight series? There have been people making that claim long before that series came out.

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  36. i agree with caretaker. there have been people in the past who claim they were vampires. You woild think that with al the legnds and myths there would be a grain of truth. I belive his story but that is my opinion. But i am wondering what is really the deal with vampires are they scared of people or what?

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  37. no not at all im trying to say that this dosn't sound real if you are then why..don't we got proff why is there no tests and if that person says im so misable then get a life you say you don't feed more then like once a year then why can't you go get a life..? and really there is no prof i beleve juss not in this story and librays are only open in the day time!!!

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  38. I could make up a thousand reasons to say that you are not a vampire, or that you are, but I'm not going to bother. You are either a vampire, or your alergic to light. I do not wish to become a vampire, and nor do I abhor the fact that I might. If you are a vampire, than I wish you better hope for what is to come. If your not, than I don't really care.

    If anyone has a problem with this, than reply. I do not mind if someone disagrees with me.

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  39. I agree with Bracket, how come none of the vampires dispute his article or go there to put things into clearer prespective for all of us who aren't vampires????

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  40. I don't belive it becousse i did lots of studing. And your story sounds like the books/movies nuthing like the miths and real legends. I go to the libary and its one till five..!! light outside still.. There are vampires most of them don't no it themselfs! but if you guys you clam to be the vampires then prov it cuzz as long as we don't got pruff thne yeh..i think your more like a human that may crav blood whiitch in other words your not going to kill somone for it but you do have cravings whtitch meens most of the vampire gene is out of your blood.theres the kind like that and true vampires whicct hide!! not go on the the copmuter and say hey everyone im a vampire dosn't work that way if you really want us to believ you go and get your self noticed it would be really easy! Or you may just me insane!!!!!

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  41. I read bracket's thing and like i said not real but i still do belive that there was somthing out there..

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  42. William,
    Forgive me, I'm confused..are you spending your time in a cave reading then going to library's at night? Hmmm..

    Xavier, I am of the same mind as DarStarr...which is it? I have found many of your statements contradicting. I am interested in reading the reasons for this.

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  43. Ellie,
    Glad someone else noticed that. I am not trying to disprove anything or call anyone a liar or delusional - but it does seem that things just don't quite mesh. I try to keep an open mind and I think that there are people out there that believe they are vampires, but I also wonder if it could be something else entirely.

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  44. I have no doubt that there are people who believe they are vampires. Like you DarStarr I too try to have an open mind. I also realize that there are certain physical and psychological conditions that affect "most" people, thus leaving them to truly believe they are a vampire. Such as: Neophilia (the love or enthusiasm for what is new or novel) along with personality disorders such as: Histrionic, Narcissistic, or even Schizotypal. These persons suffer greatly from their psychosis and delusions. I could go into detail explaining the differences of these disorders for you if you need. I hope this helps with your "wonder if it could be something else". :)

    Also, to everyone claiming to be a vampire, this post was not an attempt to degrade, belittle, or label you in any way. It was only ment to exlpore other possibilities.

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  45. Ellie,
    Very well put! The mind is such a powerful thing.

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  46. DarStarr,
    Indeed it is. And thank you :)

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  47. William

    i dont know if u r being truthful or not but i do believe there r other creatures or beings outthere that we dont know of. If u r a real vampire then dont worry u r not alone but if u made up that story dont write it in a website cause u will lead ppl into the wrong idea or belief and disappoint them..But i do believe of other out there..Plz Plz all we ask for is that if there r truly vampires dont b afraid of showing urselfs..that way we know that u truley exist n not make up a story...Plz show or proof to us that u exist!!!!

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  48. I DO BELIEVE THAT VAMPIRES EXSIST
    REALLY VAMPIRES R COOL , AMAZING, SMART. I LUV VAMPIRES. I WISH I COULD MEET OR BE A VAMPIRE

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  49. William plz i wont b scared or anything..all im asking is to proof that u r a vampire n that vampires exist!!! Plzzz thats all i ask for. Let me know plzz!!!

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  50. I am sorry you had to go thru that change when you did not ask for it. I know you feel alone but your maker, have you seen him/her again? Can you find more of your kind and become your own family so you wont feel the lose of your family and friends. Can you be in company of humans and become friends without them ever knowing who you are really? You can't give up! You need to find away to get out there and make friends. If you need someone to talk to I am here with an open mind. And again I am so sorry you have to go thru this.

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  51. IT SEEM TO ME THT U NEED HELP TO TAKE WHS INSIDE OF U//BUUH ITS AWESOME TO BE ONE OF UR KIND WISH I WAS ONE!! HOPEFULLY U WELL FIND A SDE THT U NEVER NEW PEACE ND GOOD LUCK!!

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  52. Who transformed you? I really wana hear more sorry for all these comments won't bother you anymore unless I have to, Amanda

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  53. Amanda, it is just a fiction story, why would it offend you if someone else didnt like it or thought it was stupid? It doesnt really make any sense as you cant expect everyone to like the same things.

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  54. is this just a sick way for you to get girls? no one like this would go advertise this! you know that.. well you would if you really were in this state

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  55. ~laughs~

    I am a member of the site known as vampirerave.com (bloodmother12208) and I'm not on that site because I "think/know/believe" that I'm a vampire. Nor do I believe in humanoid vampires such as yourself. I don't believe in that "psi or sang" crap either. Sorry. I do however believe in spirit/demonic vampires, and even some vampiric animal, not only bats, leeches etc.

    I think that being a human vampire is a lifestyle choice. I will keep believing that until I'm proven wrong by crude evidence and proof.

    It seems like either you have a medical ailment, you're mentally sick, or you're so far gone into your lifestyle you can't seperate fact from fantasy.

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  56. im so lost! what ARE vampires? some people say they live in the dark, some people say there like normal perople who just drink blood, is there diff kinds? the only reason i want to be a vampire is so i can save the world. and ikd how long that will take.

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  57. ZOE,

    WHO BY BEING A VAMPIRE CAN SAVE THE WORLD WHEN US HUMANS ARE THEIR LUNCH ON TOP OF THE FOOD CHAIN. WHAT VAMPIRE DO YOU KNOW WHO HAVE SAVED THE WORLD?

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  58. Since you can only come out at night, are the libraries in Scotland open that late at night time?

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  59. i want to believe with all my heart i really do want to believe your story but like others have said i have my doubts some pieces of your story just dont add up as far as vampires are concerned i am fascinated by the myths and legends mostly but for entertainment purposes i do indulge in the novels such as anne rices and stephanie meyers twilight series but am in no way obsessed with it like some peolpe are no offense to those who are though because i mean you could be addicted or obsessed with way worse things so to you twilighters what ever floats your boat guys but as for myself i have always since i was a child been fascinated by the paranormal demonology and vampires its by no means my life but very interesting and yes i do believe in ghosts or spirits i know they exist without a doubt and demon possesion is very real i actually work with a priest who is a professor on demonology and has witnessed an exorcism very gripping stories as far as vampires go theres just so many myths and legends crossed with all of the hollywood propaganda that i dont think anyone really knows truly what charactoristics would make up a real vampire and when i say real i dont mean a human that just likes to drink blood which in this day and age with the hiv/aids epidimic we have is really a scary thing to do in my opinion anyway maybe if you were to ever post another story on the web you could clarify your story more so that it makes more sense to others and one that the facts add up better like being in a library when the light blinds you and you cant be out in the sun but you were able to make it to a library i am a very open minded individual you have to be when you are very fascinated with the paranormal but there is more scientific proof and bystander evidence when it comes to the paranormal and ufo stories that i believe to be true and most of that is posted on the LEMUR teams website which is a team of paranormal psycologist professors who investigate for months and years with special equipment so are you real? we probably will never know to be 100 percent sure but as of now i think its a good story and im sure you got the hopes up of several teenage girls that want thier very own edward cullen if im wrong and you are real and only you know that i guess then i admit i was wrong and its very compelling to know that vampires exist but more than likely i think you probably just had a good time making up a story

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  60. I cant say i feel your pain... but i know what its like to be judged and be an outsider. Desirae i am sorry but stfu, just cause you are a hater doesnt mean you have to act like that. I am sorry for you pain mr,vamp dude! are you in like under-city-tunnels? I am not judging i am just asking. I really really really am sorry about what you have to go through. Please tell the haters to back off, last time i checked they and I dont know you so we shouldnt judge, i believe!

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  61. ohh plzzzzzzzzzzzzz give me a break
    VAMPIRES ARE NOT REAL
    i mean how can one be a vampire just by saying
    well if u r a vampire then i m a gargoyle
    i always sit on a corner of a an old buliding
    DUH!!!!!
    FOOOOLIIIIIISH creatures
    vampires are myths
    like i can make 50 stories right in front of u bout vampires ,werewolves,zombies,frankeinstein or whatever!
    just name!!!!!!!
    come on man!!get over all these childish stories!
    or prove yourself!try coming on a news channel or something!
    or STOP saying crap!

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  62. i don't believe your story to tell you the honest true... when you have proof I'll believe it.

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  63. How can u not remember ur transformation??

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  64. Well....I believe that some form of vampire does exist but, to what extent I don't know. I only say this because I know someone who I believe is the Psychic Vampire kind. No matter if she was around me for ten minutes or all day, by the time she left I felt totally exhausted and I would lay down on the couch and be out in a matter of minutes. She is very pale but, she could tan very easily in the summer which doesn't go along with most stories or myths whatever you want to call them. She has blond hair and very strange teeth but, I don't know if that means anything. I will say one thing that doesn't go along with most of the stories now days.....she is far from beautiful.....btw I love twilight :)

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  65. when you are turned if would be logical to assumed that you will not be able to remember because it might have been very tramatic

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  66. Why have you posted your story? You have just got the hopes up for those who wish to become a vampire and also for those wishing for an Edward Cullen. Why can't you all just be happy being human. Find some one you can adore and who adores you. Create happy memories and live a fruitful life.

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  67. no ones ever alone in life unles they wish to be. lifes amazing in the way that anything can happen and that anything is possible dont you think. you dont have to go on tv have tests done on yourself like what some people are suggesting above lol what do you have to prove to people ? you should define yourself rather than letting others define you. lifes about finding out who you are and what you want from life not what people think of you
    think about it kay

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  68. WELL, IT SEEMS THAT YOU HAVE MORE THAN ONE LIFE TIME TO FIGURE IT OUT SO TAKE YOUR TIME AND DON'T DISTRESS. JUST HOLD ON TO YOUR PRESCIOUS MEMORIES WHEN YOU WERE HUMAN BECAUSE IN TIME IT WILL FADE AWAY LITTLE AT A TIME AND THATS WHEN YOU START TO FEEL ALONE. HOLD ON TO HUMANITY!!!!!!! IT WILL KEEP YOU HUMAN THOUGHTS AND NOT TURN INTO A BEAST COMPLETELY AND FORGET COMPASSION AND LOVE FOR THE HUMANS. TAKE CARE I DON'T ISOLATE YOURSELF THIS IS THE TIME YOU NEED PEOPLE AROUND YOU UNLESS YOU CAN'T CONTROL IT YET YOUR THIRST. THINK OF THE POSITIVE THINGS, LIKE YOU CAN STUDY ANYTHING YOU WANT THRU OUT YOUR TIME, YOU WILL HAVE TIME TO MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE WHAT EVER THEY ARE BUT DON'T LOOSE CONTACT WITH YOUR FAMILY WITH THE PEOPLE WHO YOU LOVE BECAUSE YOU WILL FORGET WHAT LOVE FEELS LIKE IN TIME. I AM HERE IF EVER YOU WANT TO TALK OK LOL. AND I WISH YOU WELL ALWAYS

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  69. beast lol? its nt called being a beast nhtn like that at al

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  70. I agree with child like i think you should be around people and hang on to a little humanity and do it so you wont be so lonely.

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  71. Hello William,
    Just to give you some comfort I want you to know that there are others like you still in existance. Please understand that the Hunger can be controlled, or manipulated by substituting things of the same consistency. I hope that you know that you are not lost to anyone, learning to control how you behave will be hard but can be done. Please understand this as well, that because of who you are friends will be difficult to find but this too, can be done.
    I assume you know about the rules of the community, these will help you to discover more like you. I am aware that you are not joking and I can understand this, and I believe that it isn't a lie or a story that you made up, I am completely trusting that you meant all of what was written above. It is disturbing though, how many people are claiming to be and they are not, it isn't anything like most believe it to be, romantic and exciting. It's dangerous and empty.

    I assure you it will be alright, life goes on, you will make friends, and I myself consider you one now, you may accept or reject as you wish, but I do hope that some of what I have written here has helped, and I hope that you will be blessed with an ease of your condition.

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  72. Hey, Im srry for wat ur going through if its tru or not.Cuz either way ur lonly.I believe there r things we dont kno of so who says vampire cant be real enthing is possible.Jus try living ur life dont let wat happen control wat can happen.I dont think u hav 2 prove 2 enone if u r a vampire. Who gives a crap wat ppl thinks jus live ur life cuz u dont kno wen its going 2 end.Even if ur imortal enthing can happen.I dont care if ur vampire or u can turn into a butt scraching monkey everyone needs a friend so count me as one.

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  73. Well no matter what if u r or not a vampire u have me as one of ur friends n if u need to talk to someone im all ears!!!!.lol

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  74. I am not going to talk about true blood (which i am currently reading) or twilight, I enjoy them but i also see that it is silly of me to compare the fictional characters to a real vampire. When I read this, like any person I am going to wonder, "is this written by someone who has nothing better to do with their time than build up conclusions which will end in disappointment?
    William, I'll admit that I am skeptical about your story, what compelled you to become open on this site when your existence is held in secrecy?

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  75. William, how long has it been since your transformation?

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  76. I thought i'd join this discussion.. i do believe in vampires but i very much doubt william will ever show his face.. it'll be nice if it was true though because regardless whether your human or something else everyone will face lonelyness...

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  77. william,
    i may be only 13 but this has me very intrested. i to have read the whole twilight series... in fact i just finished the last book not even 20 minutes ago.. and i believe in what your saying... actually i am very interested in speaking to you.. by email if you dont mind.. and i would like to know more about you such as how you got changed and wat your diet is and much more. please let me know as soon as possible. i have read wat some of these people have posted on here and i am very interested in speeking to them as well. so till then. and please please respond. it may be a lonley life, hard and devistating but i very much wonder wat it is like to BE a vampire. also one more question.. do you(vampires in general) get to have a soul mate?

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  78. You know all of my life i have been interested in vampires. i even have dreams about being a vampire. I would love to be a vampire and live forever, just to have the strength, and the ability to charm women out of their clothes would be the ultimate high. Please tell me how this can become a reality, and if you can talk to one of your true vampire friends and see if they are willing to help out a true vampire fanatic.
    stretch

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  79. cool! i thought i was the only one wasting time.apparently,i'm not the only slacker who has nothing to do than look up weird things on the net.well,i'v had experiences with the supernatural.i used to live in a haunted house but we were never actually bothered by the spirit,except that it made noises after midnight and disturbed out sleep.we never even saw it actually.i guess most ghosts are harmless,like wild animals.

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  80. are you being one hundred percent honest that you're a vampire?
    or just stretching the truth, that you convinced yoursef that you are a vampire, but you'e actually not?

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  81. You people are crazy. I know where William's coming from because I can relate. I live in California, the Southern almost always sunny part. For at least a week of my life I can't rememember a thing. Even things I learned in school aren't there. My friends and I are strong believers in vampires, and they think it's strange that I'm like that. The sun is intolerable, and I favor blood to regular food. I drink any blood available, even my own. And no, I'm not crazy. And yes, I believe what William's saying because I'm relating. For those who want this life, be happy that you haven't suffered the same fate I've been plagued with. I've read Twilight (and am again out of boredom) and the TrueBlood series (also out of boredom). I even occupied my time reading Dracula (to my dismay, more that once, finding that I enjoy it very much).

    To those who don't believe, that's just fine. Your beliefs are your own.
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  82. first of all,, do you know the real story of vampires??? just curious!!! also,, you only feed once a year, on blood??? wow!!!! just never heard that one before....... i mean,, dont you get hungry???? and what do you eat when its time to feed??? since you do visit the library, please do some research on vampires... from what i have researched, the vampire was very discusting, and cruel.. they torchered many and left them to die.. thats where it all started!!!!

    i guess its not one of my favorite subjects!!! in thier day, vampires where very barbarake.... they loved carnage..... they loved ripping people to shreds and torchuring others in front of thier families..... killing many men, women and innocent children.......

    yea,, i would say thier are modern day vampires,, for instance,, serial killers!!!!! they lust for blood and pain.....

    sorry,, just not my cup of tea....

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  83. I don't need to go to any library. I have a computer at home and I can do any research I need from it. And I do enjoy carnage if you must ask. Though, I don't show it, I can be cruel when I need to. And for another matter, why does that matter to you? My affairs are no bussiness of your own!

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  84. sorry if you dont like my opinion,, but you are the one who posted the story!!!! do you even know what carnage is??????? believe me,, its not what you see in the movies!!! and you are cruel when you need to be???? can i ask your age??? not trying to be nosy or anything..... i would love ot hear more details of your story,, now you have me curious.... im sure we are all curious......

    i have just never heard of someone feeding on blood, once a year, thats a new one to me..... i am not trying to offend, i am trying to understand..... i hope that i didnt hurt your feelings, if i did, i trully apologize!!!!

    but, you did say that you have moved underground, into caves, and you get your info. from the library.... and that you are a loner!!! just going by what you stated in your post,, thats all of the info. i have... take care of yourself,,, ktm

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  85. To William,,,,,,, i was responding to the original post made by (William..).... sorry elle,,, i wasnt responding to your post...... my mistake!! so William,,, can you elaborate more on your story??? i should have put his name down in the first place,,,,, my bad!!!! thank you,,,,,,, ktm

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  86. to anyone who is ever thinking of drinking someone elses blood.. not a good idea... do you have any idea how sick this could make you?????? Why do you think the doctors and nurses where those silly little rubber gloves???? so they dont get blood on them!!!! Even an animals blood,,,, not a good thing....

    might need to watch some of the ER. shows, and see how the docs. protect themselves against any blood splatter, and what they do if it does happen...... maybe even do some research in the medical field....

    if anyone has to feed on blood, i think a doctor needs to be feeding it to you in a safe way!!! I mean,, this is a huge safety issue!!!!! Why do you think drug addicts that share needles get aids and die.. because they are also sharing thier blood,,,,,,,, DUUU

    sorry,,, its just very upsetting to hear that some young people are drinking blood, i mean,, we need a next generation,, our generation already screwed it up with, make love not war, in the 60's... im sure you dont understand what im talking about!!!!!!! Might want to ask your parents about that one........ not my place.... ktm

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  87. Well, seeing as I'm a minor, I'm not going to share my age. And it's fine that you thought this was my post. Everyone gets confused once in a while! Feeding on blood doesn't have to be an annual thing. I, for one, drink blood more than once a year, but it's certainly not an addiction. And if you wish to compare me to a drug addict, than I guess in a way, I am. But it certainly isn't your place to ask so much about the affairs of others.

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  88. Alright, to all the Vampyr wannabees out there and the people who claim they are what they aren't - get a clue! All the comments in this post just seem to be getting people excited and for some reason a few of you seriously seem to believe it. Either show some proof or shut-up, sure research can be done on the matter. But this post shouldn't be considered it. I'm guessing most of the people who have written in to this forum are on average 14 years old and have been reading the twilight books (a fictional works from the get-go). Even if the myths and legends are true do you seriously think that an animal is going to fall in love or want to be friends with its dinner? I mean i am not going to fall in love with a marry a cow or sheep, in fact i wouldn't even want to cultivate feelings for it if i was going to eat it.
    Do all of you think that a vampyr is going to sit at a computer and encourage all of this nonsense gossip? What value would there be in that?
    This forum would be a prime example for my group psychology studies - a form of group polarization...Enough of you out there want to believe enough so that when you come across others who are the same there is not enough sceptizism and analysis for the truth to come to the surface and it creates your own little fantasy world.
    That being said there is absolutely nothing wrong with belief, belief in something else out there can be a great thing. But to those of who walk around all day wishing to meet a vamp - wouldn't your life be best spent doing something else. If it happens it happens - if the legends are true then i'm pretty sure you aren't just going to stumble across one. The centuries of apparently being able to hide "their kind" would prevent that.
    And to all those out there who consume blood, human and otherwise - seek mental help! Of course you can survive on blood, but it probably got more to do with the vitamens, minerals and protein in it - rather than you being a vampire. Think for a second! if you drink the blood of another human you deserve to be locked up. In fact there has been documented law cases in the past of this. If they truely were vampires wouldn't they have been able to escape and wouldn't they have starved to death on the food they serve in prison?

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  89. A true skeptic in every sense. I'm guessing you're the type of believe-it-when-I-see-it, aren't you? Believe what you like and so will everyone else. I find it fascinating that you wish to state such a long explination to get people to see the realization that there are possibilities that vampyres don't exist. And perhaps there is a possibility that people who believe that they're vampyres could be insane.

    But, think of the similairties. Not being able to tolerate the sun, drinking blood, strength, speed. I'm not denying that there's a possibility that, perhaps, I could be mentally unstable. I'm also not denying that vampyres, in a sense, exist. I'm also not saying I'm a vampyre, just an alternate version of humans. But, with everything I've said, I do believe I'm a vampyre. And as I said before, believe what you wish and so will everyone else.

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  90. DRK1,
    Here, here!!! Absolutely well said! I couldn't agree more! I so totally agree with you.

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  91. elle, you totally missed the point hun.!!!..... i wasnt comparing you to an addict at all.. i was saying,,,, you could get a bad disease and die from drinking someone elses blood!!!!! you just dont get it..... your just playing a dangerous game,, thats all.... i was talking about drug addicts with dirty needles, which means:::::: they are sharing thier blood which is full of disease!!!!!

    I can see that you dont understand the nature of blood diseases.....

    oh,, i get it,, your just here for the fun of it!!! oh,,,,,, ok

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  92. i second that Dar!!!!! ktm

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  93. Sorry. My brain is practically fried by the California sun! I got majorly confused. Dumb blonde moment on my part!

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  94. Come on now, I don't believe a word of this story there are no such things as vampires it is a made up story. You need to read the real story of Dracula. He was a regular man that killed so many people, he was labeled by people, as a person who thirsted for blood he never drank blood. Do you think werewolves are real? what about Frankenstein? all made up. read the history of these so called monsters they are not real get a clue. Maybe you have that disease where you can't be in the sunlight and your iron is so low you need blood but you don't drink it. Tell the Easter Bunny and Santa Clause I said what's up.

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  95. Oh wow. I've never met some one with the mind of a child. I don't have time to stop by that asylum and say hi. Sorry

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  96. Elle - I was just trolling around on the net and my interest was peaked enough to make a comment yesterday. I wasn't going to continually make comments and argue the point - i am not going to tell anyone what to believe, noone has that right. I was voicing my opinion. Take it or leave it.
    Also, for your information i would love it if something like this did exist, it would open up so i many possibilities for the world and the people in it. But yes, I am not going to put all my faith in some random person telling me in an internet forum that they are one of the vampyr. I agree with voodoochild moreso than anyone else, not so much the taunting, but more the fact that alot of todays legends and "myths" sprouted from normal people who did terrible things, which people continued to gossip about.
    Now I am slightly above average in strength because i am a relatively large guy at 6'5" and i bench about 300lb - I'm going somewhere with this, not trying to be a tool. If you're endowed with supernatural strength this should not be a problem for you. I am sure the CareTaker of this site would happily post a pic of you holding that much up or completing some other feat of strength. It can be done anonamously with your face blurred out so that your privacy is protected. It wouldn't prove you were a Vamp - but it would give your story some credit.
    A lot of the stuff Voodoochild said is true and not childlike at all. You are saying that he needs to be institutionalized, yet he isn't the one claiming to be one of the Vampyr....

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  97. to the vampires!! have you ever read about ( Vlad the impaler)?? interesting reading if you want to know some history on vampires.... he was actually a crazy nut who torchured and impaled people.... well,, you may just need to get a book and read about it... i think you would be sickened by what you read!!!!!

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  98. im confused as to why you people who are totally against what this guy has written are even on this site? if you dont have anythning nice to say dont say nythng at all...
    and where do myths come from? they dont just pop out of nowhere people have seen things and the stories they tell change while being passed down each generation.. just because you cant see somethng or have no proof doesnt mean it doesnt exist.. think about that

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  99. No offense, but you need to go so a psychiatrist. You might have schizofrenia. You are disconnected from reality, and you believe you are someone you are actually not. Or your just a kid with nothing better to do than make up stories to people that believe in ghost on the internet. Either way, it could be a mental issue.

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  100. If noone had negative comments to say, the truth would never be found darshika. Everyone would believe everything people say - hey I jumped that high yesterday i touched the moon! Believe me? Of course you don't, because noone would believe something that fantastic without proof! I am not personally attacking anyone, its just that if someone claims to be something or do something it shouldn't be a problem for them to be able to prove it.
    Myths are generally based on some fact that has been distorted and exaggerated over generations of it being passed down. It's like chinese whispers, what you end up with is rarely what you started with, except these myths have been going for decades even centuries - so how can you expect them to be the same as when they started?
    I know that just because i can't see something that it doesn't necessarily mean it doesn't exist, i never tried to say they never exist - but there are people on here straight out claiming that they are Vampires. So apparently contact has been established and all they need to do is prove what they say is true, which should be easy enough if they are what they say they are.
    Speaking of that - Elle, I am still waiting for a reply.....

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  101. Hard to belive as it may be, this dude seems genuine. Naw I dont really believe in vampires but this guy is very convincing even if he's telling a tall tale. Hey if ur telling the truth, sorry this happened to u.. try to make the best of it I guess... If its just a story, well ur pretty dang talented, u should write a book or something XD Take care man.

    To all you who wanna argue or flap ur gums about what I said.. Shush, I dont care about ur opinion or thoughts, I just wanted to share my thoughts and be done with it, I probably wont be back to this page ever again. God bless n Happy Trails! Kuva \|/

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  102. WELL THIS IS VERY INTRESTING TO ME OFCOURSE..
    I WILL NOT SAY VAMPIRES EXIST BECAUSE I HAVENT SEEN ONE BUT DEEP INSIDE ME I ALWAYS BELIVED THEY DO EXIST.I MEAN ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE RIGHT?
    YEAH PPL MIGHT LAUGH ABOUT IT BUT COME ON IF I WAS A VAMPIRE I WOULDNT WANT PPL TO MAKE FUN OF ME BUT ACTUALLY MAKE ME FEEL CONFORTABLE PPL ARE ALWAYS GUNNA BELIVE THERE OWN THEORIES BUT AS FOR ME I WOULD WANNA KNOW THE TRUTH AND I WOULD HAVE ALOT OF QUESTIONS TO ASK CUZ ITS VERY INTERESTING TO ME ...

    SINCERELY: GRIS

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  103. Drk1,
    AGAIN, perfectly put!!! I was thinking the exact same thing. Has anyone ever considered that myths might have been made up out of fear, or for entertainment value - since back in the day people didn't have tv, or video games ect. to entertain themselves, or even possibly to just scare children into minding their parents. ie - if you make those faces you face will freeze that way.
    The one constant is - that we as humans have and always have had one thing - imagination!
    Chinese whispers is SUCH a perfect example!!!
    Kudos Drk1!!!!

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  104. I totally agree with darshika. Also just because we've never seen one or met one doesn't mean they are not exist. there must be more to vampire myth besides the story about the Vlad Tepes.

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  105. Well to me if i see it i would believe it i guess im to irriatable but thats just me, I've been doing things about mystical stuff and this has caught my fancy for years because vampires are just so interesting. So i hope they are real but highly doubt that they are cuz wat type of vampires tell their stories when they have tried to keep a secret so long. And another reason is becuz i have read so many differant stories on vampires that i am confused. I understand that real* vampires are lauphing at the stuff people are saying about fake things like twighlight like they put sprinkles on themselves and shine in the light which is pretty dumb i think. I have bean on alot of differant blogs and forrums and there is nothing that i believe cuz all this b.s is very likely makes people confused . and that dude name Shan on The Tyra Show and stuff he is so fake and he is so bloody gay. 1st of all he wears make-up and second of all he got the fangs put there like plastic surgury but with teeth So i say personally that stuff is fake and that crap is stupid because i am very confused and i would like to learn the truth and if u have comments on wat i have to say just send cuz every 1 has differant theories

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  106. Hello everyone,

    I was reading to kill some time and thought maybe i'll kill more time by commenting as well. First and foremost, vampire has been reported seen but never proved nor was it documented in a scientific way. This doesn't mean it's not true but rather a aqusition without a solid proof. For all we know, they could be walking among us in reality or sadly in our imagination only. Now' i've been thinking a bit that what if this concept of vampirism is created to stop or prevent some ill or unhealthy activity. For example, let's take the issue of suicide for instance. Would it be possible due to incresing amount suicidal behaviour back then trigerred a high ranking person with authority to spread the story of suicide leads to lifeless life of sucking blood and not being to live with normal humans ie vampire......think bout it but again keep an apon mind bout the other possiblity of the aqusition to be true as well.......

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  107. Um Im not saying i want to become a vampire, but im curious about HOW you did. Become one, i mean.

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  108. well i think your all nuts sure they may exist but even if they do they wouldnt be walking around the street with us with all the press of vamps lately but how did you become a vamp im wanting to know ps you sound like mick st john from the show moonlight

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  109. I know someone who acts like a vampire and she is hard to control. However I have been thinking she is more like a werewolf in nature because she barely controls herself. I have been scratched and bitten by this woman and finally had to cut all connection to her.
    You would think that a 43 year old woman would know better than to act like a rabid beast, but she just could not control herself around me. Believe me, it is a frightening thing to live through and I seriously think that anyone whom craves blood like she did should get professional help.

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  110. i am still curious about the once a year feeding??? any blood??? im not trying to be sarcastic,, but,, you gota be kidding me!!!!! i believe in a lot of things, but,,,, vampires and drinking blood!!!! like i said in another post,,, does anyone here know the history of vampires????? vampires started with Vlad the impaler!!! he didnt drink blood, he torchered and killed people. he impaled thier bodies with huge spikes for the town to see...... he was a very sick man,,, mentally sick!!!

    i have met everything else,, but,, never a vampire.... i wonder why??? i mean,, im right here...

    I will give you all the same warning that i did last time!!! if you drink someones blood,, you are asking for all sorts of disease.. you know,, a human bite is much more dangerous than a dog bite, because, humans mouths are full of bacteria..... so before you go around drinking blood of another person,, please,,,, think about what disease you may be getting and spreading to others!!!!

    sorry,, for all of you want to be vampires out there,,, but,,, this sounds like it could be a very dangerous situation for our next generation.... have any of your thought about that.. im not sure of the ages some of you guys are,, but,, even as a kid, i knew not to drink a persons blood or bite someone....

    im sure all of these vampires shows and movies, seem very romantic,,, its tv and books........... its the media!!!!

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  111. i guess the next thing we will be hearing is about all of the zombies out there... dont get me wrong,, i just love the zombie movies,,, but, come on!!!! if there are so many vampires out there, why arent we hearing about them on the news.......???? just my opinion....

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  112. Elle,, i hope you dont mind me asking,, where do you get the blood from??? maybe you have a problem where you need blood, i dont know!!! im sure your parents take very good care of you.... im sorry you are ill.....

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  113. I am not saying I don't believe or not but heres something to think about if these things didn't exsist then how did we come up with the names for these things vampires have always been something that interests me so believe what you want but there are some people who believe in these things and this is our right I have that right I am researching vampires because they are truely fasicnating

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  114. You really having a problem I study witch craft does not make me crazy just my choice of religion so what makes you special enough to judge anyone

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  115. One of my best friends is a vampire, I am not one myself and I do not wish to become one, but they are and I hear stories about how terrible it is. I feel so bad for you, you sound like you were turned against your will. =(

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  116. roberta,, just giving my opinion,, there are lots of others on here giving thier opinions also..... i just think its a health hazzard!!!! ktm

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  117. Roberta,
    Just because something has a name does not mean it is real. People have had imaginations forever. IS the jolly green giant real?

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  118. ROBERTA,

    who are you sending this comment to? If I may ask.

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  119. William,

    I have been searching for a "true" Vampire to speak with for many years. I have many questions to ask you, yet dont know where to begin... Please excuse me, i dont mean to seem rude. But i AM a true skeptic.. I also have quite the open mind... once you get to know me... just please get back to me when you can so we can talk...im very serious in this matter...

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  120. Sorry but I just feel that everyone is allowed to have their own beliefs I belief that they are in exsistance. I feel that somewhere along the line that these names weren't just thought up by someone. I just feel we all have the right to believe what we want to believe. I study witch craft but that doesn't make me any different from anyone else. I would love to meet a vampire because its my belief that they are real. I am not judging anybody and don't want to hurt anybodies feelings. I am not a bad person and I don't believe anyone here is either but we do have rights to believe in what we want to

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  121. Well,, all i can say is,, i have met just about everything else,,, why not a vampire... i would love to meet one.... i am 51 years old, and never had the pleasure.... but,, when i meet the vamp. they have to prove it to me, and, not by drinking my blood!!!!!! so,, how would i know for sure?????? do you think a Doctor could tell by an examination??? just curious to you who believe!!!!! ktm

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  122. Roberta,, yes, you do have every right to post and have your own opinion!!! i hope we havent hurt your feelings about this subject.... with all of these posts, now i am getting curious!!!!!! ktm

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  123. I don't believe that this post is true, but I think it brings up a great point in the stupidity of people craving the life of a vampire.

    The original myths out there made vampires out to be monsters, who sucked the life out of people. They were unsympathetic killers. That's the way vampires should be. It's supposed to be horror. Twilight makes them out to be these nearly human super being teenagers. I don't want to read a watered down version of a horror story, you know?

    I don't know why people are debating the truth in this post. It seems like you're overlooking the real point.

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  124. Rachel,, i agree,, the show Twilight does seem to be sending the wrong message,, and there have been many movies and shows over the years that make vampiism out o be some type of romantic fantasy!!!! its looking like this show is very bad for teens,, i mean,, its only a tv show........i know when i was a teen,, all i saw about vampires was how grusome and cruel they where..... not that i was aloud to even watch that sort of thing,, my parents where more strict than parents these days.....

    Really,, if teens want to know all about gore and guts,, why dont they research the first and second world wars????? my dad was in world war 2, and it changed him forever!!! now all of that was real.. or,, they can do some research on consontration camps, and the torchure and murder that went on.... that was all real..... thats the sorts of things my parents grew up with.. Vietnam,, was another war to research.. those guys came home to nothing!!! most of them are still screwed up in the head.....

    my parents where living in Great Britain at the time of world war 2,,, and they where be bombed, regularly..... they spent many nights in shelters, and many lost loved ones......the food , and clothing where rationed, for many years.....now that is history,, true history!!!!!

    i just hope one of these teens that thinks they are a vampire, dont try to bite me,, they might get a bad surprise!!!!! then, lets see if they are super human......

    i have watched vampire movies, and think they are very entertaining..... but real,, no way!!!!! ktm

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  125. Oh!! again i ask,,,, where is William???? i think whoever he is, just started this thread to get everyone all excited.... he did a good job.... Willliam,,, i dare you to come back and defend yourself... now,,,,, LETS WAIT AND SEE!!!!!

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  126. I really think that the research done on this might not come up with any answers because if they do exist I they would want to stay hide because of people that treat people wrong because they are different I keep my religion hide from the world because I don't want to be treated different because I am no different than anyone else.They only ones who know about my religion are my mom and my children.

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  127. LIKE I SAID PPL ARE ALWAYS GUNNA BELIEVE THERE OWN THEORIES..
    IDK WHY BUT LAST NIGHT I HAD THIS WEIRD DREAM SOME OF U GUYS MIGHT LAUGH AT IT BUT I DONT WHY BECAUSE IT WAS REALLY REAL TO ME..

    WELL AT 4:30 IN THE MORNING OF OCT.30 (FRIDAY)
    I WAS SLEEPING WITH MY DAUGHTER WHO IS ONLY 2 YEARS OLD .
    I WAS HUGGING HER WHILE WE WERE SLEEPING . WHILE I WAS SLEEPING WITH HER I WAS DREAMING THAT I WAS IN A FOREST WITH A FRIEND OF MINES JUST TALKING OF RANDOM THINGS WELL WHILE WE WERE TALKING ALL OF A SUDDEN A MAN POPPED OUT RUNNING SO FAST ND IT PASSED BY ME AND I HAD THIS FEELING IT WAS A VAMPIRE ! DIDNT SEE ITS FACE CUZ IT RAN SO QUICK AND THEM A FEW SECONDS LATER IN MY DREAM A GIRL POPPED OUT OF THE SAME DIRECTION AS THIS OTHER MAN DID SHE WAS RUNNING SO FAST SHE PASSED BY ME SHE LOOKED AT ME AND I LOOKED AT HER IT WAS ALL SLOW MOTION SHE SMILED AND GAVED ME A HUGG ND SHE TOUCHED MY BABY HAIR !

    ALL OF A SUDDEN MY BABY WOKE UP CRYING AS IF SHE FELT THE COLDNESS AND THE TOUCH OF THAT VAMPIRE GIRL I KNEW IT WAS A VAMPIRE CUZ SHE SMILED ND I SEEN HER FANGS ... WHAT DOES THIS MEAN? THAT THERE TRYING TO COMMUNICATE IDK ?
    I SEARCHED ON IT ND READ WHAT IT MEANS OF BAD FORCES OR STRUGGLES IN LIFE..

    BUT SHE HUGGED ME AND SMILED ND TOUCH MY BABY HAIR WITH SUCH CARE ..
    WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?

    U MIGHT LAUGH ABOUT IT BUT IF I FELT THE HUGG AND MY CHILD DID TOO AND WE WOKE UP AT THE SAME TIME ..

    I JUST WANTED TO SHARE MY DREAM WITH U GUYS ..

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  128. i believe you somewhat, for some reason i get the feeling that vampires are really out there, i mean i dont know if your really one but i know that there are some out there, and contrary to popular believe i think that there are differnet kinds of vampires just like their are different kinds of humans(not by race but by nature) i mean im sure that their are many differnt races of vampires but im just saying in personality and phenotype they vary just as we do and i havent done any independent research or anything just a suggestion oh yes im 15 years old and i know some of u wont give two shits about what it is i have to say but most of the time and i do mean MOST of the time i am correct about my theories ask anyone and my own mother can back me on that one,now i may not be correct about this(but i THINK i am). and normally the hypothesis i come up with about these things are true im just saying, whether its UFOs,werewolves, vampires, whatever normally im really good at figuring things out and putting two really weird theories together i dont know why thats somthing thats been happpening since i was a little kid yes im a little weird if your wondering but all im saying is open your eyes its what i do an NORMALLY i am correct and yes i am bit of a talker when it comes to this topic but i mean who isnt when your trying to figure something that u often dont understand u use many words to explain it but im sorry i belive there are some out there whoever and where ever they are they stay low key and i think that the more that the media(twighlight,dracula, queen of the damned,and everyone else talks about them it makes just that much hared to find their true identity,(kind of like christ) we put so much into figuring things out that we dont pay attention and level things out our society looks to things like television and internet for answer but indeed the people that put the things up for others to see are regular people just like you who just want to know the truth so when i hear things like"google it" (no offense but it sounds kind of dumb because it seems to me that the blind are most certainly leading the blind i mean no one living in our age knows for sure that vampires even exist so they look to people like me and u who are really just regular people who have no clue to figure things out for us. but i think they are real they just arent in the same light as we see them today.or in other words the stereotypical vampire of our day as portrayed in some movies although some facts are true others were completly made up by people just like u and me. but i think there real and normally im correct any objections..........................anyone.

    seriously u dont have to believe me but i think like everyone else my age thinks that everything we say is true its a teenage thing.

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  129. A loner or isolated. Some people live there lives that are human. All alone walking among the masses, feeling empty. Is that so different than being alone walking into the night. I believe in vampires. Have for years.

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  130. Where to start.......OK. I love vampyres as much as the next person.....But, really: they do not exsist....Immortality is available to everyone and depending on your religious or spiritual beliefs, can and will be attained, eventually......The so called powers that modern vampyres alledgedly possess are only those that have been suggested by contemporary writers: i.e Anne Rice......Elle, to think that you are anything other than a mere mortal is not only dillusional, it's disgraceful.....You are no better or worse than anyone else....You are not super-human....I'm 51 years old, and I'm not saying that I want to, but I could kick your butt from here to the moon.....Also, you believe whatever you want, but try to sink your teeth into my neck and well, see previous sentence......Brionna,what the hell are you talking about?...Maybe if you tryed using some of the smarts you claim to have, you would use punctuation so a person could actually read more than two sentences of what you've written......
    Back to the story.....WHERE ARE YOU , WILLIAM????......You haven't been seen or heard from since you posted this outrageous work....Maybe someone got wise, and staked him, or put him in a loony bin!

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  131. idk what to belive i didnt read any books on vampires my friend is like so in to them idk so i started searching storeys can some one help me out here shed some likght my way give me some answer i just wanna no if its true storeys anything

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  132. I want to know more...please.

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  133. i totally agree with u brionna ..
    nd deep inside me i have a great feeling that vampires exist ..
    i mean anything is possible right ?
    i hope one day i do meet one.
    bt for now am gunna keep searching up on it ..
    call me a dork bt if i wanna know the truth the only way is to search for it right .

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  134. i agree 2 wat gris an brionna say i tootaly wanted to say dat

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  135. How is it like being a Vampire?

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  136. "i understand how you feel. being alone. vampire or not every one always feels alone at one point of their life. i feel alone all the time. i know you must feel like there's no one there to talk too or no one to understand you. everyone goes through their own problems. but just because you are who you are that doesnt mean anyone else wont listen."

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  137. yeah i mean alot of things are unexplainable ?
    nd theres so many secrets that even the government hides from us to not scare others n to make everyone feel safe bt little that we know there so much more out there we jst havent opened our eyes to the reality =)

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  138. hey that is cool i have always love to meet a vampire

    amber

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  139. you sound like Lewie from interview with a vampireXD Anyways if you are a vampire, your looking on the bad side of things. seriously! The bad might out way the good but that doesnt mean you ignore the good. Heres some good things:
    -you dont have to buy food
    -your goodlooking so you dont have to waste money on plastic surgery
    -you dont age?
    theres more I just cant think of them and i have a perfectly good excuse to why. Its a school day and ive been cleaning so...the fumes made me think dead. Anyways have fun

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  140. I'm very touched by your story, as i am searching all over the net to find proof that vampires really exist. i've fallen in love with the whole story regarding vampires, and have argued with my friends and family that i do believe in them. but still i am sceptical. wouldn't you be all over the news, or do you choose to lead a quiet life outside human boundaries. i would really love to know more about you, about the transformation, everything. i would love to be a vampire, seeing that ive always wanted to be different. call me naive or whatever, everybody has a right to their own opinion. keep well and good luck

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  141. I belive in almost everything.. Vampires, Witches,Dragons, Etc. Not in Fairy's though. I really dont know what vampires are EXACLY(like not even one mistake of explanation). But hey, I've read almost every single book there is about vampires. Twilight i love even though its all fake but hey its in the Science Fiction section so that apparently says it all. Nobody really is prepared to become something that isnt well defined. Being a Vampire doesnt mean you have to be a loner.. aslong as you've fed and if you really love those around you i assure you that they will not be in much harm. If you actually took the time to write this then.. I belive you.. Must have been hard to choose your words correctly and i admire that about you. to have to explain something that your not really obligated to.. But i think its time for both of our worlds to collide.

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  142. I read your story and believe you are a solitary person.
    But I don’t believe you are “vampire”.
    I’m sorry for you sadness, but get over it… and try to live such you are now.
    Although I believe that the supernatural exist, and there are things that reason cannot explain.

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  143. Don't tell me, that you belive this. I don't know whats up whit U, but in one thing I'm sure, U don't tell the truth bec. U are to hard on it to convince others about your situation... Anyway good luck and try out a kind of jooogaaa, or learn it how to convince others easier.

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  144. Well whether William is real or not i doubt he's going to respond now... he probably needed people to know for sanity sake and yet he knows he has to remain in the shadows.. where it is safe in solitude. poor sad creature. I hope he finds someplace where he wont have to hide...a place where he neednt be alone anymore. I sympathize with him...

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  145. I don't belive in vamps they are just mystical charcters

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  146. I think there are vampires,why? because i have seen enough strange things that i couldnt beleave that they are true but that doesn't make them less real. So instead of being afraid of the dark maybe we would be much better if we know what is out there,outside of our warm and friendly homes.

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  147. perhaps... but people shield themselves for a reason..

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  148. I know what the reasons are,but i would rather know the truth

    Not knowing the truth doesn’t mean that you are safe…..it means only you are going trough darkness instead of light

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  149. Mihaela

    i agree with your statement , there are questions i would like answers to, just because people deny that somthing is real doesnt mean its not . its just means that your a closeminded person who is not willing to except there is more out there and that not everything is so black and white. there has been strange things that have happened to me from a young age and for this reason i will keep an open mind to the un-known and all that may be out there.

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  150. hi>!
    YEAH ryt as f i believe you !!
    :( i search the entyr utube 2 find out about real vampires exictence.
    i mean com on u have 2 give me prove dat vampyrs exist at least sed mea pic of ur mouth u noemi id
    and thx !
    p.s what if vampires exist? (askin mi self)

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  151. William i would definitely LOVE 2 meet u and i have many questions . . . i have read many vampire series and your story touched my heart and i think it is cool! thanx BTW i TOTALLY think vampires exist!!!

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  152. Hi William:
    Its Shailey, It was so difficult to believe that you were transformed to Vampire from Human, But while reading every next line in story, it pushed me to believe on this worst nightmare of your life... But believe me, I feel you are a wonderful person, as you dont blaim any one when they looked you by hatered eyes. Aaah.. I am sure you have storng believe in god, I really want to meet you... May god will end your pain and make your like normal filled with happiness and joys, My best wishes are always with you...

    Your Wellwisher
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  153. I don't doubt you for a minute. It HAS to be hard for you. I hope you find some understanding in that though. It must be wonderful to find something so amazing as that though. Careful though ! You know scientist will be all over your case in a heartbeat if you reveal yourself too much.

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  154. how do you kow when you definetly are a vampire?

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  155. it all seems very far fetched my opion but i am a openminder and i belive in most things supernatural ...
    but yet i cannot belive that IF you were a vampire why you would hate it so much i mean you can go to your family just not in the day and you can FEED off of donors blood,,,
    i know it sounds pathetic but its also rather intresting to hear peoples veiws and life stories

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  156. i beleive in night people, vampires, werewolves, witches, and shifters... its cool if yoyu know about them and ever met any. most are really kind and caring just like humans sometines:)

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  157. well i believe him i have some physic abilitiesi have had dreams of things happening wether good or bad and they happen a week later to somebody or the next i get feelings that somethings going to happen an it does ive told my friend that someone was going to walk through the door and throw something at me and someone did u people r so judgemental it's not even funny i c things people arn't supose to c like people arn't supose to c wat happens before it actually does and i do i can tell u one thing even though ive been told it's a gift it's not in a way but i do believe vampires exist i have a very strong feeling and connection that they do ive had dreams weird dreams about them ya u all have the right to ur own opinion but u do not have to be so judgemental..............and judge me all u want for being physic and having certain physic abilities i don't care but some of u people don't have to be so cruel

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  158. HELLO...i wished what you say i could believe tha is really and all the storys i read from the people tha published it hidden .......I am so sorry that i can not believe you ...it's not something that you can just publish it on the internet ......you see i have read lots of storys ....many people just leave on the illusion of being a vampire ...... i hoped i could say i was a vampire too....it facinates me how these creatures just live forever an hold the weigh of lifetime ...loosing everything but it is not something that they would just anounce to everyone....secrecy is something that holds them hidden....

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  159. How can one become a vampire?

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  160. ....this world and all its worries drain me. Saps me of my energy and strength. Theres nothing solid to hold onto. Nothing real to grasp. Just visions of another time and place. Lingering memories of a time long since passed. Red is gray and yellow is white, but you decide which is right, and which is illusion.
    Living in a world that doesnt know itself... surrounded by arrogant people who hide behind facades of granduer... believing themselves immortal when their death stalks them silently. Why? Why stay in a realm full of so much pain and confusion?? What keeps me here?? What keeps YOU here?? is it love? That most fragile of emotions.. That traitorous heart of mine is the one that keeps me here!!! Locked away behind bars of blood and bone... Flesh and soul. I am bound here in this body of mine...forever. Perhaps i wished this upon myself. This is indeed the greatest mystery of all time. Does noboy else have these thoughts and feelings?? or am i alone...

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  161. Are u realy Raziel?Look again.....

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  162. why do you reveal yourself? that brave huh? thats cool. i respect that, ive been waiting to reveal myself. but im to scared. no one would understand. thats why i dont have many friends. i have told one person. my best friend. but i halfway dont think she believes me. imma loner. but i am most positive im a vampire. not a dought in my mind.. but ive never met another vampire. but now i see im not alone.. if any of you are truthful. some of you amuse me. haha. with your stories. its funny. but i dont know.... i need to know im not the only one..
    thanks
    from the very lovely samantha

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  163. i feel connected to Raziel Galizur, the angel of mysteries, keeper of the stone... I have these strange visions of places that cant be real... emotions that arent mine... Ive felt this way since i was born. Like there was something wrong with me...or i was merely different. Other people can feel it too. They tend to stay away from me.. Like i was a pariah or something. My hand are always freezing...like a cold cloud hovers around me... its only gotten worse since my mothers death...now that im alone. She was the only one that ever understood the true me and now...i dont even know who i am anymore... Am i me? as i understand me to be?? or am i me and not me at the same time...?? im so confused right now... who am i??

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  164. im sorry to hear about your mother raziel.. i know how you feel. my mother died like a couple months ago.. i dont understand, y her, i havent accepted it yet. to me it doesnt seem like shes dead.. its like im dreaming.. if i could dream. i know what you mean by being alone. and not knowing who you are. im not me anymore. i used to be so sweet and not ive changed. i lost my freckles. my eyes are different. they used to be green and now there yellow and a redish color.. but obviously its because imma vampire.. but i like being a vampire.. but i just hate being alone all the time.. i need people like me.. :(

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  165. i apologize for the way i was behaving the other day... i was feeling a tad depressed.. my mother died back in January... 5 days after my 18th birthday...it'lll be a whole year without her soon.. not looking forward to that..heh i wish this whole thing was just a nightmare but it isn't... im going to open my eyes and still be in this hellhole without her... shes not going to wake me up saying it was all a dream, that shes here now and im safe... No.... her ashes are still on my mantle... her smiling face lost to memory. My older brother didnt get to say goodbye... but of course he doesnt have memories of her illness... her swift decline.... diagnosed december 27th, died January 27th.... my eyes have always had a yellow tint to them... they just never really stood out that bad before. someone asked me about them the other day.. I think they asked what color they were.. i dont like being put on the spot so i said they were hazel..... they looked at me kinda funny cuz hazel they arent but... yeah it isnt their business what color my eyes are....

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  166. to all of you who have been so supportive during these hard times... Thank You... If you guys hadnt been able to talk me down i would have let myself spiral down into madness... I dont care if people dont believe... thats not my problem... or YOUR problem for that matter... all we NEED to do is take care of ourselves, our kind, our friends... The "kind" im talking about isnt vps, but anyone who believes. We are all connected... Vampire, lycan, human,demon,angel, sasquatch, whatever... we are all stuck here together.... might as well get along...right?

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  167. raziel im sure your mother is with you. as well as mine. but we just cant see them. i know its hard. really hard. but you will make it, shes in your heart and shes watching over you dear. i never got to say bye to mine either. but i must move on. because i know shes here.

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  168. Hi Raziel:

    Really feel bad when heard about your mum. But its life Raziel... all of us has to go on.... I know its really difficult to accpet that your love one os not with you,,,, but always remember one thing ,.....she is still watching you,,,, watching your pain, your tears, your lonliness...and by doing this your are just making her soul upset... just tell her you are happy cos you now she ll be with you always and forever. just let her soul get over from the pain. will pray for your mother... and never feel lonely as we all are with you always....

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  169. Hey Samantha:

    Always seeing you by caring everyone... the way you clam raziel abt his mother, is somthing like you really caring abt your friends.... I am sure u r great buddy and has very emotional soul...I dont know why i writing this to you.. but feel attached with you...Anyways take good care of your self...

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  170. .........samantha.....shailey thank you so much for helping me wrestle my demons. Sorry its been awhile since i got anywhere near a computer.... been alittle busy. i know shes with me.... sometimes i just want to see her, talk to her......hold her... got to go

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  171. Shailey i am a really caring person.. i try to be.. but just recently people keep telling me im not real and its kind of hurting my feelings.. i dont know why.. normally it dont bother me.. but i guess i just want to be accepted.. but your sweet thanks! :) take care to.

    Raziel.. its no problem.. i know how you feel.. i really do..

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  172. samantha d'ya mean people like me, aww poor u, u are real has in a human being, but vampire u ain't, lisa xoxo

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  173. hey Raziel/Samantha:
    I thing, we can take this friendship long.. really..
    Raziel... you are not at a demon ok.... u have gud soul.. i can feel it.. stop cursing urself like this. No body can filled up ur mum's space but can still live happy by just rembering the good times you spent with her... cos this is only medicine for you to give a peace of mind to you mum soul.... so plzzz try to get over from this as soon as possible..

    Samantha:
    I dont think so that you are artificial or something when caring to your friends, just remember one thing always give your care and attention who deserve your true feelings, care & love... not on every one...
    Fake friends can never understand the deep feelings... So just chilll Cutie...

    With love

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  174. thanks shailey and ive decided to just ignore lisa till i can control my anger.. i learned from an old old friend that you should just chill and not get to angry or someone can get hurt.. :D but i wouldnt hurt anyone

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  175. Samantha... you dont need acceptance from others... it doesnt really matter what other people think, just live YOUR life the way YOU want. but of course this has been said to you a thousand times... XD your just experiencing a rough bump in the path of your life. Youve already met people that care and sypathize, even EMPATHIZE with you. Why do you want acceptance from the people that treat you with scorn and disdain?? They are not open-minded enough anyway... remember who your real friends are... the ones that accept you no matter WHAT you are.

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  176. Shailey
    I know that i am not a demon... i dont really KNOW if i have a good soul i just know that i cant do things to hurt others... i cant even lie without it eating me up inside. Thats just the way i am. I had a vision of my mother last night and it did tear me up inside. It came out of nowhere... it was like the hands of time had been turned back...she was with me...but it was just me reliving my memories of her, desperate to catch a glimpse of her face, the sound of her laughter, anything. I was whirling with emotions that i swear dont even have a name,it was chaos inside me. I flew between grief and rage and lonliness... Then i was filled with such peace... like she had just swiped all the old and replaced it with peaceful indifference.. its strange to say this but... peace feels...empty... maybe your only at peace when your emptied of all the bottled up negative emotions... perhaps.... sometimes it is best to feel nothing at all...??

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  177. Thanks.. but the only person who has ever cared for me hates me... but i dont know why... my best friend... i havent done anything.... im lost without her... shes the only one who accepted me...

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  178. hey Samantha:
    Always look for positive things cutie... it no matter people want to accpet u or not.. its just a thing that how you perceived the thing in life, people looks, perceptions, view,, should not bother you if you know your right..And what happened with your frinend... had fight or somthing..or any boyfriend issue... Try to speak to her.... our loved ones are really powerful in our lives cos they and only they have a power to hurt oursleves badly, that nobody can.. So be careful before giving space in your heart...

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  179. Raziel
    you are getting really emotional... i think there is some war is happening inside you...and its getting difficult for me to make you clam down... i am sure you ll keep up all the things back soon..you are getting aggresive and your emotions have in compressed in body.. relax.. just try to make your self clam.. Its all right every thing gonna be fine..Surely ur mum is nt cuming back but u have to learn to live without her...I know i m being harsh... But u have to tackle this on your own..
    Your Well wisher

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  180. hi i beleive in vampires warewolfs etc i am fascinated by them so is my daughter i think some people are cruel everyone ha hter own opinion but you shouldnt be mean they do exsist i havnt seen any i have dreams feelings so powerful i feel i have always felt i dont belong an the wantnting of wantting to go home even though i am at home i have a hugh emptyness which i have never been able to fill i have always had people around me etc but i have always felt alone lost i am not crazy mad etc being able to live forever is not the reason i love vampires like others do i would imagine they are totaly diffrent to what people would expect i believe in almost everything if people opened there minds one thing that i have always wondered though can they read minds and no who wishes to become one of there family without someone seeking them out ?

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  181. I understand. I'm not one of those people who want to a vampire. I wouldn't want to go through the horror of being a vampire.

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  182. mmmm I dont believe this story at all. Perhaps a few ppl have taken a little too much acid and cooked their brains. Or perhaps they are just sad and lonely people who are looking for an excuse for their sad and lonely existence so they claim to be Vampires. Most cases I have ever seen in the newspapers about people claiming to be Vampires and killing people to drink their blood .. well lets face it ... They all socially inept that stemmed from a childhood trauma or abandonment & most have serious drug addictions.

    I once met a guy back in 1992 That took so many drugs in Paris he was convinced he was a werewolf!!!! He ended up being locked away in an asylum for 6 months before they would let him return to Australia.

    Oh the end of that story? He wasn’t a werewolf at all , he just had drug induced psychosis.

    Psychosis is functionally a break with reality, wherein the patient exhibits hallucinations and/or delusions. The patient’s objective grasp of reality is distorted. While psychosis can be treated, it really can’t be cured.

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  183. Shailey i just had a miss understanding.. everything is ok thank god. i tend to get a little paranoid. :)

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  184. how is everybody doing?? well just to make it clear im not a vp or half one im just a normal human being wit some physic abilities i c things before they happen and etc.............. but i wanted to wish u all a Happy early New Year and my best wishes to all of u <3 <3

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  185. Cate, I am right with you. I couldn't have said it better myself.

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  186. William, Trust me I do believe that are true immortal vampires out there. If you are truely one of them then find me and lets see if it true they r real and can turn someone else. Use your senses to locate. I'll call you on that. I dno't totally agree with these others I know they are out there!!!

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  187. hmmm.. its not as easy to just find someone. its really difficult when they dont have your sent. but its possible.. but not very easy. ive tried it. took a long time.. im very impatient..

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  188. Hi. I can imagine how it is to be alone. I'm alone too, still I have friends, I hang around alone. I'm not an vampire btw. I'm willing to be it. (Sorry if I spell words wrong, I'm from Norway) I have some problems or I whant to get the pain away. I will feel free for it and free to do whatever I whant to. You can say that I have some power, like see things before it happens, feel things and control peoples feelings. I will take it with me. I don't know if your a real vampire or your just making a storie. I'm just asking for help. Maby you don't have to be alone anymore. We could help wach other. I hope you can give an answer. Theres no pressure.

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  189. "I spend all day under the ground or deep in caves."
    They have a library in the cave??
    Thats some modern cave hahahaha...oh wait....maybe it's under the ground somewhere???
    Please...cut the crap.
    If you're a vampire then I'm a werewolf -.-

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  190. This is why they stay away from people like yall sooooooo closed minded to this!!! Wake up people where do you think all these myths came from? sure wasnt to much on immaginations back then. GROW-UP!!!

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  191. hmmm...i didnt send any reply on the 10th..... SOMEONE IS USING MY NAME!!! AAAAAHHH MY IDENTITY HAS BEEN STOLEN!!!!!! ROFLMAO like i care.... sorry it has been so long since ive replied... ive been very busy and dont have access to a computer that often..yes Shailey i also believe that there is a war going on inside me... a war that will determine the Fate of my immortal soul..
    I have been grieving for far too long now. Im merely indulging in my grief and self pity.. it is time for me to pull myself up from my toes. Im no longer going to grieve for my mother, this is how she would want me to behave anyway. I need to be strong, tho i am afraid. But that fear is part of lifes journey and overcoming said fear will give me more strength, more resiliency. someone is using my name...how interesting... XD well i hope this one is just as open minded...from the comment above i think not.

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  192. I do believe you are a vampire. I always knew that they existed. People have told me that they are story, myths. Just monsters on fairy-tales. But deep inside of me. I always knew they existed. I am just happy that you can prove me right. I just have this question. How were you really transformed? I have heard stories. 1. The bite your neck for you to become one. 2. You are marked by a crescent moon on the middle of your forehead, by the powerful Goddess of Night, Nyx. If only you would answer my question, I would be honored.

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  193. Hi again....I am comenting a lot just cos only today i`e found this webpage... but according to samantha and vince ur kind doesn`t seem so monstrous as ur claiming...probably you think so less of ur self cos youdidn`t accept ur transformation, being difrent is not bad, as in my opinion the difrence only happens in our head. even us simple mortals are difrent from each other. and we can learn from it.... dont feel bad with or abaut ur self. I would love to have a chat with u personally but not being afraid, and as a mother of two lovly boys I trie every day teaching them that being difrent is not always bad. and for this we have to respect each others.

    please forive my lack of englluish but i am portuguese.
    xoxoxo

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  194. Hi Raziel:
    How have you been????
    Its almost been a month... when you are replying... seriously careless!!!!! But anyways Its good to hear u again....It feels like i am meeting with my old old friend after a long time.. Its really nice that you have finally cope up with your pains. May be our planet is another planet's HELL. Dont worry I am sure you will conquer with all your fears soon.. M sure your mum would feel relax from your side and must be smiling to watch you smile... Ok No more sad taking now..You never tell us what you do?? I mean what is your profession??? Looking forward to hear from you soon....

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  195. Im SOO glad to hear from you!!! Its been a month but feels like forever since ive been able to reply!!! How have you been? Whats been going on in your neck of the woods?? Im an anthropology student.... XD my mother instilled in me a love for reading and a curiosity about my fellow man, so i figured that this would be the best approach. Im not feeling sad at all anymore. In fact her Death Day is coming up on the 27th and i was thinking about throwing her alittle party for her ascension. She would like that. My Bday is the 22nd and i know she'll be there to see me turn 19. She's never missed a birthday before, why start now??? XD Besides she lives on through me and my older brother....
    GRRRrr.....Someone used my username on the 10th...just so you know...that wasnt me. I would like to think of myself more open minded than that...

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  196. Hi;

    I have been doing good...It seems you are more relaxed now... great..and thats cool you studying anthropology. I think you are really interested about humanity. by the way, I have done my MBA in HR, Things are good around me, I used to spent time wid my family, I have a loving n caring Mum. Your mother is death anniversary coming on 27 Jan. When she passed away?? Has It been an year now? And You throwing a party.. Its such a good idea...and you just 19....what you talking man... just 19. Oh God !!! I really didnt realize that i am talking to a teenager. So are you throwing party for your birthday too... How many friends you inviting on your Bday? only friends or relatives as well. and how do you survive? I mean you must have some expenses for you and your brother... How you manage?

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  197. Hi Raziel:

    I bombard so many questions on you. I think I annoyed you... Sorry If you feel that...

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  198. Oh no! you didnt annoy me in the slightest!! Yes... it has been a year on my own now...heh heh seems like it was just yesterday she was there to tuck me in and talk to me when i needed her. Now i listen to her voice in the wind. Most people who talk to me say i sound older than what i truly am so dont feel embarrassed. I cant wait to throw our parties!! ill invite all i can. whoever can make it iguess. Justin and I... we manage. It isnt a fancy place, but we're surviving. We have food and clothes and shelter, thats all we need for now. We're young, we dont need much. We both got our little side jobs that we do to make ends meet. its a simple, peaceful life. In fact its this kind of living that has shown me how to live life through indifference. It has healed me. My heart and soul are mended. We honestly dont mind it as long as we're happy, healthy, and safe. We have each other. We used to be the 3 musketeers... now we're down to 2... oh well!!! XD

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