I swear I'm going crazy. I guess I'll start off like this. I've always been attracted to vampires. I've been fascinated with blood, and apparently, all blood-sucking creatures are just as fascinated with mine; it's a family thing, I suppose, all insects just love to taste our blood - especially mine.
I've been gifted with a few strange abilities, one is to be loved by mainly anything.. animals, humans... though an exception is snakes and things who have lost the ability to love. Animals seem to be more calm when they are around me, they just come up to me, wild animals too. I could take a walk, and butterflies will be constantly around me. I've been gifted with music. All of my musical teachers say I have much more talent than any student they'd ever had. Though, I'm too lazy to practice. I've learned to play the piano, guitar, violin, and now the cello. Two other ones are singing, and art. But one talent just scares me.
I think I'm crazy, but I know what's going to happen in the future, and I can tell what has happened in the past. I have dreams that keep coming true. Scary ones, that are frightfully accurate. I do not want to go into details, unless needed. My dreams are always very realistic, I can remember once, when I was in 5th grade, I had a dream of being stabbed, and when I woke up, it truly felt like I had gotten stabbed. Of course, only as of recent my dreams have been coming true.
People think that I'm gorgeous. I get told that a lot, but I don't give that much notice, since every girl gets told that. They say I have really pretty (some think they are scary) big dark brown eyes - which some call black. I do like my pretty, long, wavy, dark brown hair, though. My skin is always very very cold, I don't know why. I went to the doctor because I thought maybe I was anemic, or maybe thyroid issues, but that is not the case. I'm perfectly healthy. My eyes are very light sensitive, as well, my eye doctor said that I have some of the most light sensitive eyes he has seen. I should add that I have bad eyesight, so as not to lead you on. I will not claim to be a vampire, since well, both of my parents are human, which means I'm human too.
But despise all that, I wouldn't say I'm an above-average-amazing girl. I'm horrible at sports and math, To top it all off, I'm short. So I have no clue why these dreams keep coming to me. They are so real. It is of this tall, handsome vampire, coming for me, wanting to marry me. Some people would be flattered, but I know better than to be. I guess I will get asked many times of his appearance. Lets start off with body structure. He was very big... a giant (no, not in the obese way) I have no idea how tall he was... just about seven feet... buff, very buff. He has long, dark silk-like hair that came down to the middle of his back, with black stern eyes, long fingers and nails... I think he might've had fangs I'm not sure, but he had shiny pearl teeth with small flushed pink lips. He's always wearing a suit, who knows why. Probably what he explained to me in the dream of what he was in the "vampire world"? I guess?
I will talk about my first dream, which I can not make sense of. Some might say it was of the past, but I do not believe in past lives, or anything of that sort. It was of mansion, filled with vampires in hiding, since we were all sought after by people who hated us. The mansion was owned by a young, vampire aristocrat-ish person. He took in all the sane vampires he could fine and me and my vampire lover (which looks oddly like the vampire I had in my recent dreams - except younger) and put us into the middle of his mansion, which was a forest, in a sort of dome-like place. We all had powers some were more like magicians, making the trees float, and sometimes killing each other. We remained in the dome for years, until the people stopped hunting for vampires, and years later, the magnificent mansion was torn down. I remember at the end of the dream, I was around 23 to 24, and my lover said that he would come back for me. I remember growing old waiting for him, and later died at 65.
My most recent dream was two days ago. It was of me sleeping in my mom's bed, and a murderer had snuck into my house. I remember not being afraid, though the person, who was a light-skinned 25-year old with a mustache, came closer and closer to the bed with a knife. I remember the window was opened, but my vampire came through the wall instead, with a mad expression on his face, he was bigger than anyone could imagine, as big as goliath from the Bible, I would suppose. What he did was gruesome. You can imagine what had happened to this man. I remembered the vampire looking at me with a smile afterwards, bloody smile, saying, "I will come back for you"... If he means what he says, he better do it this time, and not let me die first. But of course, in my dream, I kinda wondered what he was... of course he was a vampire, but not a regular one, you could tell easily by looking at him. He was some important vampire. I remember him describing the vampire world as having leaders, such as us humans have. He was not the president, but more of a Speaker of the House I think that's what he said... He said every year was a day to a vampire. He said we would be married in 20 years... but I remember telling him that I didn't want to look like I was 35 for the rest of my life, so he told me if I wanted I could look younger. I woke up after that. But I can sense him all around me. I don't think I should believe in these things, but I do.
So this is why I came to this website, I do not know if this will do me any good at all, but I just need to know if this makes sense to anyone but me.
Sent in by Christina, Copyright 2010