I'm really afraid to put this out there, but I really do need help.
I guess I should start by telling you all about myself. I'm a witch and its been in my family for a while. I started to be interested in my family's religion and soon got into it. This year I did my dedication ritual and changed my name (which for my safety I will not put down) and everything seemed alright... I guess. I'm psychic and have had many experiences throughout my short life (I'm 14) with spirits and although they we're weird, they have never been THIS weird or creepy.
Before I go on, I want to tell you all that I have had vivid dreams of shadow people... and its like... they're reaching out to me... calling me. "you are us and we are you" they repeat... weird I know. I wont go into full detail about this, but something had happened with my friend Cam and me and my friend Sam (who is a psychic and a therian) were trying to figure out what to do. She then came to me and said that an outside force had part in what was going on. I myself had felt like that as well.
i began having weird dreams of a man visiting me and when I told Sam this she admitted that she had a spirit of a man following her as well. When he was around, I felt scared. But not because I was afraid of him, but of what he made me feel, like an urge of needing to go somewhere and all he had said to me was "in due time", (I'm really sorry if some of you don't believe me... I just need at least ONE person too at least try and help.)
anyway, the visits got a lot more frequent and then something happened. You know how you have thoughts right? Well have you ever felt like they weren't your own thoughts? But someone else's? Well that's what happened... I ended up writing it all down and showed it to Sam. She freaked because there was things in there that I had no clue of knowing about her in there... then it happened it her. What scared me was what they had told her... "we are you... and you are us..." "she (they were talking about me) is us... and us is she..."
I wanted to get to the bottom of this so I went to her house and tried to see what was going on... who and what was messing with us. (she also has other spirits at her house)
I don't want to go into FULL detail... but the info I got from it was that he was a demon and had been following us for years... I thought Sam was playing around so I asked it to spell out my witch name that I had claimed as mine. I hardly even touched the stone (my hands were ice cold and shaking) and it spelled out my full name... lunar-star (not my real name but an example) and I began to cry. Sam at that moment had blacked out and was whispering the first part of my name (I had never told her this). The same with Sam and it was so freaky.
The night that I had done my dedication ritual I had felt a dark presence just beyond my circle I had casted. Again that same feeling of fear of what it made me feel had washed over me. I had asked it if he was the one there that night and he had told me yes... all of my dreams... all of those times I had seen them... he was there. This scared me half to death and now I just don't know what to do. He talks to me and its so weird. Its like he's been knowing me for a long time. Knowing things about me that I wouldn't dare tell anyone else. Even Sam is scared. Now my friend Cam said that she feels different and she doesn't know who she is anymore.
I know what your thinking. I know. But I just. I just need some help. Someone's thoughts about this. Anyone, even if its just one, would help me out like crazy.
He keeps telling us that everything we know is a lie. That our lives are going to change. I'm so confused. Help?
Thanks for reading (sorry if its to long)
P.S. I don't know if this helps or anything... but I had decided to walk the path of an nocturnal practitioner. And also if there is any info that I might have left out that you want to know I will try to respond as soon as I can.
Sent in by Panther