Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Sleep Paralysis and Succubus Possession

To whom that could help me, This may not sound like a ghost story, which I hope it's not cause if it is then perhaps I'm in some deep grave. I've been suffering from what seems to be sleep paralysis but I fear that it could be more than just normal blockage of nerves to rest my limbs during sleep.

I've been reading some the articles related to sleep paralysis on this website. I'm a bit reluctant to accept this but there are some or many similarities of my sleep paralysis experiences with the "unusual" sleep paralysis I've came across in this website.

I'm hearing noises, speeches of foreign language, glass breaking screams, whispers of incomprehensible words during my sleep. I'll wake up when it becomes to unbearable but of course my limbs will defy my commands and not moving a inch. My voice will be lost as if my throat is blocked not allowing anything but air to move in and out.

Most of the time I'll have to purge my entire strength just to open my eyes and when I do it would seem to a different atmosphere overall. Not sure how to describe it but it's not my room, except of course my mattress below. I would feel as if the air itself is too heavy for my body as if trying to keep me still. Also, at times I could feel hands touching and caressing me. Sticks or cane of which I'm not sure poking my chest or stomach. But nevertheless, there are times of which I'll experience sensual sleep paralysis which once turned into a scary experience for myself and my fiancée.

On this particular night, I went to sleep earlier as I was tired from my gym workout and my fiancée was in the hall watching a movie. It was approximately 2 am (later told by my fiancée) that she heard me moaning in pleasure and after few second of listening it got louder than it should (me being alone). She hurried to see what has happened and slapped by mistress of shock when she saw me naked (we always sleep naked) with an erection moving my body as if I was getting "it" ). But to her dismay and horror all of a sudden my body began to vibrate in spasm like manner and ejaculating liquids of semen at least three times more than I normally do but at that I was moaning more in pain rather than pleasure and my body which arched upwards fell abruptly on the mattress. I gained consciousness after a brief moment but I felt all my energy been drain out of my body. I was so thirsty that my fiancée fed me 8 jugs of water continuously.

We decided to see a shaman (my fiancée's idea) who confirmed that I was possessed by a succubus. The shaman said he could put a barrier around but not sure how effective it will be. It worked well, at least till now but the other voices and images that I see during the paralysis state still there. According to the Shaman, those are the sins of my ancestors which is for me to bear. Besides, some of them are strong enough to destroy the Shaman himself if he ever tries to mess with them.

I've been going around trying to solve but always met with a dead end. The most terrifying thing is that the images are getting clearer and the screams,shouts,whispers are getting louder. I've seen a guy dressed in some ancient Indian war cloth to midgets with sharp claws. I'm still suffering from this disease almost all nights most of which unpleasant and in need of help from those who knows what can I do to stop this or where I could go to end it. Thank You and Regards Ashuran

Written by Ashuran, Copyright 2009

37 comments:

  1. i know exactly what you are talking about,i feel for you really although i am female my experience are the same but different and has been happening for many years and to many of my female family members only now it has stopped for them it still continues for me,i dont think it can be ended its too strong and they will be here long after you and i are r long gone they were here before us.
    i was baptised like born again christian to get rid of it,it came back.
    only its starting to worsen for me it happens when i am awake and has possesed me at least once.
    i know i havent been much help but all the advise i can give is just fight and keep fighting.be strong.
    regards ree

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  2. what you need to do is cast it out in the name of god and with draw from the advances saying over that you are not interested. Hope this helps x

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  3. I know exactly.. what you mean, I lost my Girl Friend.. only last night to one.. :/ she has changed completly.. this been happening before but now she has changed... and is so much more horny and keeps doing.. things, It's like i have lost her... and it's not like she won't talk.. yet it just tells me that my old GF gone... and that the new one will be more fun :/
    Meh if anyone know about this could you help aswell?

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    1. You need a full deliverance. These are demons. Stay away from Shamans. Stay away from all the New Age psychics. You need Jesus Christ. You need a relationship with the Holy Ghost. You should be seeking help from a Christian counselor. In three days the Holy Spirit set me free of over 1,000 demons. He did this in my own home, just the Lord & I. That was through me coming to know the Holy Spirit as my best friend. I suggest you read the book, (Good Morning Holy spirit,) by author Benny Hinn.

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    2. No. Stay with the shamans, jesus won't do anything. Shamans know the essence of life, and will help you.

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    3. Dont listen to Anonymous, Jesus christ will help you. 100% gaurantee you. Shamans are just like new age psychics. They get help from spirits (aka demons). I would perfer for you to go to jesus

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  4. Jesus is the only one who can help or deliver you. Any other help from others such as a Shaman, VooDoo priest, psychics, etc. is getting help from Satan himself and you will end up worse off than before. They (agent for the devil) mix lies with truth. The help you receive will allow more demons to attack and/or possess you. Run to the church. When you are under attack, call on Jesus and watch this demon run. Don't just sit there. There's power in the name of Jesus. Please get to know Him. Give your life to Him. It's the best decision you can ever make. It's a win/win situation.

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  5. I agree with Jan. 1's comment. Jesus CAN save you. The power of LOVE is all you need.

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  6. Having a personal relationship with JESUS is the only way to defeat this,When ever this happens calling on the name of Jesus is the only one that can save you,but there are are times that when it is happening you can't move your mouth or speak so all you have to do is start to worship and Praise Him(JESUS) and the hold will break AMEN

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  7. You had a wet dream bro

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  8. I never experienced an Incubus/Succubus before but from hauntings I know getting you and the house blessed is a good idea. I've been abused by a demon before and getting blessed is the best way, it worked for me so maybe it'll work for you I don't know but give it a shot okay? :3

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  9. Wow, I wouldn't be complaining brudda!! Good for you---just wait till you get married and you will find out what a real succubus is---drain the life out of you till your are dead. A succubus is another name for a wife---just wait till you have been married for 30+ years. You will WISh you were just dreaming.

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  10. I had a very bad alcohol problem for 10 years. Every night after a heavy night of drinking the black figure came to me. I wouldn't look at it. One time it tried to put its tounge down my throat. Other times it would carry me to see people I did not recognize. It was a very terrifying 10 years knowing it would come. I prayed every time and it would go away. Finally I decided to face it when I did I was fighting myself. Its an image ill never forget. I stopped drinking and it went away. I slipped a couple of times and sure enough it was there. My demon controls me when I drink. Its amazing.

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  11. My story. I grew up in the back country in Oregon. I was the youngest of three boys. Our house was an old white house with a large oak tree by forest and farmland, built in 1907. We slept upstairs, all three of us in one large room, three beds. There was another room in the back with a hallway between it and our room. At around age 8 or 9 I would wake in the middle of the night - not abnormal. The first time it happened, it was absolutely more frightening than anything you can imagine. The sound, creaking and a presence would begin coming down the hall from the back room. It would get louder as it got closer to the door of the room. As the presence entered the room I would have less and less control over my arms, legs and body. By the time it came to the bed, actually on the bed as I could feel the weight of it, I would be completely paralyzed. I would be tumbling down a large shaft made of red hot rocks. Then a voice would begin to laugh. I tried as hard as I could to simply move a muscle and if I did, it would take me out of it somewhat, but I had to keep moving or it would suck me back. When I finally moved enough to be fully awake, or concious, I would have to sit up. Then, it would be gone unless I started to drift off again. It would come back. I tried holding my eyelids open with my fingers. I tried everything, but this entity attacked me for about 6 months out off the year until I left that house at age 12.

    When I turned 40 I finally heard the story of what happened in that back room. In the early 20’s, a young lady was using that room to get dressed and ready for her wedding to be held downstairs. She never came down. Her father went up to get her and upon entering the room, he found her slaughtered. He ran back downstairs screaming and when they all returned she was gone (probably out the window, taken by a jealous boyfriend, but that’s conjecture). All that was left was a bloody mess.

    I’m convinced that the spirit (succubus?) that attacked me was her. A demon spirit attackes the youngest, which I was. To this day, at age 51, it still comes at me when I’m asleep and dreaming. It comes in different forms. I’m not afraid of it anymore, and “Praise Jesus, Praise Jesus” over and over again gives me the power over it. So, succubus? Demon? Well, I’m convinced of that.

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  12. This hasn't happend to me in months, but yesterday it happend when I went to take a nap because I felt so tired. I awoke feeling normal for atleast 1 second then it seemed as if the air got heavy and suddenly I couldn't move. This happens sometimes every few months but this was intensive. I managed to open my eyes but they always want to close because I am too tired to fight. Normally when I close my eyes and I give up I go into a terrible nightmare so I try my best to fight it. While I was on my side I looked into my bathroom which was filled with nothing but blackness. After 2 seconds of staring into it I saw a black figure begin to form. It began to get more clearer after every second and it seemed like a lady just staring at me. For some reason without thinking I managed to flip my body over to my stomach, put my arms out in front of me push up and go into a crawling position. I actually somehow went to the edge of my bed and almost fell off trying to get to the bathroom where the dark figure stood before me just watching me. All of a sudden I realised I was at the edge of the bed trying to get off to get to the figure. I tried to pull back which worked and every moment seemed to be in slow motion and so exhaustful. Once it was over I just layed there thinking about what happend and what's weird is in some of my nightmares I see that same exact lady trying to get at me. Maybe it's a succubus? I'm sure she tried to controll me and bring me into the bathroom where she was standing. I just wish this would all just stop but unfourtunatly it doesn't. And what's weird about this is that my stories match up with almost everyone elses which leads me to believe this is probably linked to demons or something.

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  13. To whom it may concern,
    You are dealing with a demonic evil spirit from the devil. You can be totally delivered from all oppression from this spirit by #1. being born again according to Romans 10:8-10 in the bible. #2) Renounce all dealings with Satan and the kingdom of darkness. #3) Plead the Blood of Jesus over yourself and your home and make sure there is nothing in your home that does not Glorify the Lord. #4) Submit yourself to God & to His Word, Resist the Devil, and he will flee from you, as in terror. Also, you might want to break any curse over your family to all generations past.
    If you have further questions or need more information or prayer to be set free, feel free to contact me at: www.garthhickey.com

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  14. I had an attack just last night. Second time now. But, for some reason, it only has happened when i sleep over at my gf's house. It starts when i'm in a slightly sleepy/awake phase, not fully awake, but enough to hear lots of strange voices around me. Some sound angry. When "they" realise i can feel their presence, they hold my wrists and arms with a strong grip. It's really hard to break from that. I have no idea what the meaning of all this is, if i'm going crazy or what...

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  15. I'm more likely to believe in succubi then "jesus".

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    1. hi...

      me too... m indian...

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  16. I have had this my whole life. I take physical measures (anxiety based in the panic of it). I cut back on night smoking, drinking coffee, any stimulation prior to my sleep. Purchased a large authentic tribal/native made dreamcatcher just because anything that might work I would put money into if it stopped it. Cutting out stimulants (and adding depressants like wine before bed) helped a lot. Did not eliminate. The dreamcatcher which I hang on my ceiling fan chain above me seems to have worked as it has not happened in years. Something odd. The dream catcher has gotten filthy. Feathers lost luster and blackened a bit, webbing becoming brittle, "gunking" (do not smoke indoors, do not handle it stays where I hung it)

    Not alien/horror movie dirtying, it could be explained/shrugged as I'm not faithful/paranormal type I wouldn't argue debris accumulation but it is odd as I got better it got so bad. Almost seems like you could chop it up feed the thing to someone you hate and they would be cursed haha

    It did happen to me recently for the first time in a long time (new location) The horrorible paralysis we all get with the dreams. This time however I kept falsely awakening after that fight to get up to end it (you know what I'm talking about-the slip back in) . I would fight like you do whe you manage to move,breathe and awaken w/o slipping however I would awake in my house altered slightly going about my day before I come to fighting awakening in my bed again realizing my peace was not real- Still in it. It happened like that at least 5 or 6 times before I woke for real ad rushed to turn on lights-get down and stay awake an hour or so like I did before to not slip back in. When I turned my lights on the bulbs shot out and died and I swear I had a 100% awake feeling of that prescence being there. Did not see it (never do) but that terror we have in this experience was manifested clear as day.

    I don't believe in god,demons or most paranormal things. Always believed this was a chemical flaw solved by reducing stress,anxiety, a shortage of neuro chems like melatonin which can be supplemented but I must say after a life of having this night problem this fully normal and concious manifestion was absolute hell.


    Science answer helps it in frequency. It truly does. There is no answer to be found though. Science,myth,lore they all pretty much shrug. I have heard of succubus but I do not every see a female or awaken sticky and smelly like I got some unwanted some draining. I only have what I feel to go on like you and thats 100% terror. It slightly breaking into reality for the first time is what I'm not able to cope with right now.

    I have been on a drunken stoopor for a few days since it happened and I have not slept and likely when I do the lights will be on. It really does tear apart your entire fabric of a normal civilized mostly explained life.

    Good luck to anyone who goes through this as I feel we all have the worst of it. No clue what on Earth we have done for this personal hell on Earth though.

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  17. I am a lucid dreamer. My most vivid are astral flying. But i also have dreams where i am possessing others.its always at a moment when they are stressed. Like they have sort of switched off thier minds to cope . My last possession dream was of a young woman. I had to endure abuse from an old man.

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  18. Two nights ago, my fiance had fallen asleep on the bed with me rubbing his back. I had stopped and and turned away and he moaned started twitching and shaking, his back arched off the bed and his neck did the same with his mouth wide open. I touched his arm to wake him up and he immediately got out of bed saying that he was trying to yell for me to help him, but something was stopping him, he asked me to grab his hand, but when I did, it wasn't mine and it squeezed his hand hard enough to leave marks. It tried to pull him into the wall, but he fought it. This stopped as soon as I touched him, it was REAL and INTENSE. We thought it was a dream. When I laid down to sleep, I saw it, a female entity trying to get to him, but I wouldn't let her, I got up yesterday morning and went to the store, when I came back, the light was on in the bedroom, neither one of us had turned it on. Then yesterday, he came home from work, we ate, and he laid in the bed. It only took two minutes for him to fall asleep, I left the room and was only gone a minute and I heard him moaning, when I looked, his whole body was shaking up and down on the bed. I finally got him woke up and he said he seen the same entity, and this time, it folded itself in half and slipped between our headboard and the wall underneath the bed and grabbed his privates trying to drag him underneath. He was sore in this area for about an hour afterwards. We are worried that a sucubbus is trying to come between us, we feel the sense of jealousy around us. And as long as I am touching him while he's sleeping, he's safe, but as soon an I'm not, it talks to him, and grabs him, acting like it's me. I worry that something has gotten into me to get to him, how do we stop this?! And if it hurt him like that yesterday, how much more can it hurt him? Any help would be great!

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  19. I've not had the same exact experience, but I've heard demonic voices that keep me from moving and occasionlly shake me. What i've done in every situation is prayed to God, which has helped every time. I was actually stupid enough to provoke it again, so it attacked me a second time, but I had God by my side. Last night was the most recent one, although this is only the 4th or 5th encounter, and i was having a pretty awesome dream until I saw this red light, which turned a little gir's eyes red. I asked if she was alright, then there was a demon laughing at the foot of my bed, wich froze me for a few seconds, then everything was fine. I'm not quite sure what this is, but it's weaker than it makes itself seem if you pray to God for help. He's saved me so far, and I believe he'll continue to do so.

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  20. Hi, I had sufferred from sleep paralysis for over 10 years, what finally helped me was creating a energetic bubble of protection around my entire body. To do this, just focus on your eenergy and push it out in all directions. Eventually the bubble will always be there and you won't have to do this everynight. - hope it helps you

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    1. ^ I've had it to, hundreds of times, It still happens but not as frequent anymore. When it first started it was a paralyzed frozen feeling with a shadowy figure at the foot of my bed. While I was ignorant to what was going on It obtained a lot of power, to the point where it could make itself visible in real life. Then it came in numbers, They would all in single file take turns molesting me. It has appeared as a typical cliche biblical looking demon, which attempted to choke the life out of me. It has appeared as my passed on father then revealed who it really was. It now knows disguises don't work on me and I don't fear it's true appearance either. I did my research and tried different ways to banish negative spirits from my home. The attacks lessened over the years and in extremity. The most it can do is come invisible, which kind of bothers me because its harder to defend against. I have experienced this creature attempting to drag me to other "realms" so to say. But after a lot of experience fighting off this entity over the years its seemingly harmless. Creating a light bubble like the above poster is great defense, Praying to the creature as well, even if you have to think the words of the prayer. Using a brightest light as a weapon if it resists is very effective. The whitest, brightest light you can manifest. Imagine it covering the creatures body, piercing its darkness and exploding and imploding around it. These entity's are shape-shifters, deceivers, manipulative and will stop it nothing to take every once of your power. Keep in mind there weak, but like sponges, they absorb so don't feed it any negative emotions. They make there prey weak and become strong, They will eventually stop targeting you once you become significantly more powerful and stop the attacks all together. I hope my personal experiences helped at all

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  21. i too have sleep paralysis or "old hag syndrome" so many names for one fearful experience.
    ive been saved six or seven years now, and getting to know Jesus, is the best thing i have ever done. I have had "it" since i was about sixteen, I have seen and heard things that would make a trained marine shake in their boots.
    Point being, in those times where i fall into "it" i declare that Jesus is my Lord, and it gets so much better. The closer you come to evil the harder it is brother.
    Oh and the witching hour is from

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  22. ok too much to comment but everyone who says jesus is the way is 150% correct, just keep chanting his name over and over. also say the prayer of liberation to jesus christ, now some may not believe this part but there are superficial small things you can do to get an ease up but jesus is the ultimate way. here goes, light go away evil and st. michael incense, rub skin in coconut oil in the noght, they hate that, light candles, white cool, but red has good effect for these things to, sprinkle salt in corners of room and finally mop out in disinfectant and ammonia....these are all temporary solutions, jesus is the long term permanent answer, also say daily the prayer to st. michael, nothing I have told you is speculation, I have lived through witches, possession, haunted homes....one thing, demons and witches are a whole other kettle of fish, most of these other things work on earthbound spirits

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  23. I had a similar demonic attack. I was sleeping on my stomache and then I had a very pornographic dream. I woke up from it and I felt for the first time when I woke up that I had been penetrated. I somoetimes sleep with no covers cause of the heat and that night I think it came to rape me while I was asleep. I went to the bathroom and new then that something had happened cause Im not a virgin.

    After that night I kept feeling very sexually aroused. I don't usually and thats why Im now christian and celibate but this was like a curse or spell. I ignored it and a day later my periods began. It was a heavey flow and I couldn't hold any food down.

    Now Im hungry and weak like so many times. This is not the first time it came to me, since I was a child. I think the thrid day after rape I had a sleep paralysis. This happened twice when I woke up but couldn't move or scream. I feared what it could do to me so I said the name of jesus in my mind begging him to save me. Immediately after that I would wake up each time and praise God.
    These things are very much a threat to humanity and you live through each experience like a nightmare.

    I don't think I have seen one yet or I have and blocked the horrible images out of my mind. I also had a dream of a man being beheaded last night. It was so real.

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  24. Jesus and the Lord are the cure for these situations. It happened with me 3 times. I've called for them and I was free from the presence of the evil. If you can't move your lips, use your mind to request for their help. To hell with the devil.

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  25. it is just your dreams being pulled into reality and your body is still asleep, just give it a second until you fully awake and all will be well. I have woke up and realized I had pulled my dreams in to the waking world and heard strange sounds, there is nothing supernatual about it

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  26. The chaplet of Archangel St.Michael may help you..!!!!

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  27. Ok so here goes IM going to try and explain what has happened to two nights ago i was sitting in my doorway at around 1 am smoking a cigarette and messing with my Fiances phone the next thing i know I'm just finishing having sex with her and waking up orgasimg very painfully it literally felt like liquid fire and brought me to my knees .. There is so much to say i don't know how to get this all out... I remember telling her that it was my first time over and over again and asking for my dad wtf!? (i have a child with this woman) it was 5:15 am when i came out of whatever this was and when o did my head was killing me it felt as though it was being split in half ..my fiance was awake the whole time and said sine incredibly crazy things that go as follows she said i came into bed and forcibly grabbed her and told her i was going to kill her and that i was from another world that we can't see.. She said it didn't walk like me talk like or even look/act like me she she said that i made her orgasm 3 times more intensely than she ever had by just sitting my hand over her privates she said it felt like electricity almost in a way I'm so confused and when i came to i felt so violated that i couldn't stop crying I'm so lost she said that it (i) kept saying that i wanted too kill her but something was stopping me and that the thing was getting frustrated because of this i feel like it was me trapped inside my body that made it finally stop i don't know what to do i an now after sleeping in the sane bed with the same woman for three years nit even staying with b her anymore because I'm afraid to let it hurt her since this has happened i feel and see this demon always around me and feel like it wants me i forgot to mention earlier that immediately after this happened my body felt like it was on fire and literally emanated heat to the point of bring hot on my fiances skin she said it felt like i was burning her when i touched her..and i almost forgot that when i orgasamed it was way more than normal amount of fluid my thoughts are still jumbled and this thing still will not leave me alone i feel that its all because about 3 weeks ago i attempted suicide and ended up hospitalized since then i have felt veer strange and have been seeing this black shadow non stop out of the corners of my eyes and its been getting worse i know I'm not crazy someone please help i do not believe in God and feel like i was truly possessed and any help would be appreciated

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    1. I would go and connect with nature (like camping) and to be sure that nothing bad happens take some good friends that you trust fully. Also if it helps maybe take up Buddhism as it is a very peaceful religion and it doesn't have a violent history to it (thats all i know).

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    2. Obviously you have never heard of the Buddhist Warrior Monks.. "Souhei" as they were called..
      Also, http://news.yahoo.com/un-myanmar-buddhists-killed-more-40-muslims-161112213.html read this and honestly tell me that you believe there is no violence in Buddhism.
      Before you recommend something, please make sure that it is a solution that will actually work.. Not something like slapping a Band-Aid on a missing limb.

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  28. Call me crazy but I wold constantly carry some metal, some wood and some silver with me constantly

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  29. You could always try going to a sleep study at your local hospital, sounds like oxygen deprivation(hence the violent shaking), similar things happen to me. Though its always a terror experience. Anyways, a cpap machine should help you to keep your O2 levels at norm and you wont drift back and forth between sleep and reality while still dreaming the whole time.
    Just my opinion though, could definitely be wrong

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  30. I've experienced this as well, but that's because of my new sleeping pills that makes me have sleep paralysis when I don't use them.

    I have two types of sleep paralysis:

    First one is that I suddenly see very scary faces in front of me, usually of undead people like skulls of rotten faces, and they're often distorted or have other scary attributes like black mists and dark magic. They appear in a flash and disappear quickly, followed by more scary faces.

    The second one is even more disturbing: sometimes I feel and see I'm still in my room, but that I'm also in a different reality. When that happens, I get abused (sexually or physically) by either an unknown entity or by nothing. Today for example, I was having a nap while being dragged back and fourth in my bed. I can still move my body, but for some reason I'm extremely weak in that state and can only move my hands and head a little. When I look around my room, I can see space (stars, planets etc.) but when I try to turn on the light from my phone or my lamp, the light isn't there. Instead there is weak, red light coming from the light sources when I look at them. My room is still as dark as before when I try to do that. The creepiest thing about it is that everything feels completely real, even when being physically interacted by the phenomena.

    My first advice is that you have to focus only on your will, and force the phenomena to go away. It's the best way to control your mind. But it's a little hard as you need a strong will to do so.

    My second advice is that you imagine a divine or strong entity and summon it in in your mind. It doesn't matter who you seek, as long as you know that it's a good entity that you truly believe in. It could be Saint Michael, it could be your higher self, it could even be one of your parents. It doesn't matter which belief you have, the entity or entities will try their best to save you. It's hard to explain how this works as it's a way for us to control our minds and use our divine feelings and emotions to seek protection.

    But as I'm agnostic, I'm open to other possibilities like true divine beings and the existence of succubus/mare/demons.

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