Wednesday, June 22, 2011

An Incubus is Following Me

Okay, Well My story is true, and to this day I believe something is following me. I'm scared of living at this part so much, i just need help.

Well some background on my life. I live in Philadelphia. When I was 4, I lived with my mother, step father and 2 brothers. I believe an Incubus entity is actually stalking me.

We moved to an apartment complex, because we couldn't afford a house. We had our own rooms, and I would always have trouble sleeping in mine. I would always go to sleep, and wake up with my panties off. This begin to happen when I was four. Now at the time, a child's mind doesn't think "oh maybe my step-father is touching me, or my brothers are sexually messed up like that."

That's NEVER crossed my mind, because my brothers were 6, and 10 at the time. ALL the time i would go to sleep and wake up with my panties off. This was actually impossible for them to even consider doing this to me, seeing as how my room was too big, and i had little toys to play with, so i always slept with my grandmother when she came to visit.

My grandmother hated her room door opened and hated people coming in and out to wake her up. So she would lock her door, and have the air conditioner on. I would also wake up with my panties off. (It's shocking this happened). This panties problem happened from the age of 4-6.

I NEVER told my mom or anyone. My mother and step-father went off to live in a house, and me and my 2 brothers went to live with our grandmother.

This panties thing Stopped when I turned 7, but instead of my panties coming off at night, I would always have the urge to have sexual enter course. (I was 7... I knew nothing about sex) It was like I would get horny for 4 minutes, then the next it was gone. That happened until i was 10.

We were growing and my grandmothers apartment complex was small, so my brothers were always out late and I was in the house with my grandmother.

At the age of 10 i got interested in Paranormal activities. Thing's of that nature.

I would often stay up late to watch ghost shows and TV stories about them, and whenever i did, i would always feel watched, see shadows, hear banging and get cold. I figured the banging, was the upstairs neighbors, the cold was the Air from outside, and the shadows were my eye's adjusting to the dark spots.

What I didn't know was this THING was still bothering me. I NEVER slept walked in my life, ever. I would often sleep in the living room, and end up in the bathroom floor. That would never click with me but i never thought too much of it.

When i turned 14, i moved with my mother in a house in west Philadelphia. Even to this day, i remember the 1st night i spent in that house. It will forever scar me until I am in my grave.

I was watching TV, and something kept waking me up. i would wake up, fall asleep, wake up, fall asleep. Something that night had did something to me, because from my mothers knowledge, my brother came to visit, and when he came into my room, I woke up screaming. I said something to him and I don't recall what i said, but he said these exact words to me. "What the hell are you saying girl?"

When i turned 14, i started watching "Ghost hunters," my favorite TV show. I've grown to actually notice when this thing comes around me. I would often see black shadows dart up the steps. We own 2 cats, they would often look past me at the wall as if something was behind me.

Our youngest cat chases "something" always in our dining room.

What ever this thing is, i believe it's an Incubus, I'm always "sexually pleasured" without mine or anyone else doing. I often feel like killing myself, or the thought of my life being a waste. I never hear voices, but there is something here.

I cannot live this way. Whatever this thing is, it will NOT leave me alone. I've never told anyone about this in my life.

This story is 100%, I have nothing to gain by lying. I only seek help, because I'm too scared to tell my mother, or anyone else.

I just need a piece of mind, please.

Sent in by Renee

3 comments:

  1. Hi,

    I had similar experiences and it all started when I was 5 years old. For over 10 years of my life an evil demon raped me.

    "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms." - Esphesians 6:12 (NIV)

    After My mom and I pray to God and annoit my room & bed the attacks stopped. It happened once a few months ago. I know one day the time will come when it will completely stop and I look back on it saying how it happened years ago. Do not give in to temptation. I was the same way..longing for sex but the incubus evil spirit can not fill the empty void within. It (fallen angel-evil demon) hates you mainly God. Let God take those feelings away because you can end up getting hurt. Trust God, he is here for you and will deliver you from the hands of the enemy. Salvation belongs to God, the Creator of the Universe and he can save you from all of your sins.

    "That if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the Scripture says, '"Whoever believes on Him will not be put to shame."' -Romans 10:9-11

    I wrote my experience because I want anyone else who experienced to get help. There is a way out. Jesus Christ is the way out. I will keep all of you and anyone else experiencing evil spirits in my prayers.




    May God bless all of you and keep you safe.

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  2. tell a preast or anyother person of that sort. im wiccan and i will not go into my story but a blessing from the lord and lady will help. im 14 and my story is like yours. i have not had a atack for a year now i hope i helped. but your religon is your mine is mine so dont hate k.

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  3. don't worry and definately don't kill yourself. you sound like a really good and honest person and i don't doubt this true. be proud of yourself.

    now, alot of people go through this and i've been researching it for a while now.

    if you find comfort in other people's stories, look up www.yourghoststories.com these people let you know you're not alone and the comments show it can stop.

    this activity also happens to me. one time it happened for 4 hours straight on a friday night. when i fell asleep out of exhaustion, i had a vivid dream that i thought was real. he literally summoned me and i was screaming and he just laughed at me. then i tried to rebuke him and he started killing me. i begged him to stop and he did. then we had a conversation. he is temptation at its finest believe me. he was everything i wished a man could be. i even fell off the bed and he helped me up like a gentleman. and the way he looked at me like he wanted to be my everything so bad. sorry got lost remembering and forgot where i was going with this lol. anyway, all the best xx

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